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posted by
SEEDLINGS
on January 23, 2008 at 5:34 PM
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wana phils
Thank you!!!!!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 23, 2008 at 1:49 PM
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Thanks Lustor!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 23, 2008 at 1:49 PM
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Deeply moving
posted by
wana_phils
on January 23, 2008 at 4:51 AM
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posted by
Lanetay
on January 22, 2008 at 9:03 PM
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Re: no you are not job but clearly God has put you to the test
They know! They will pay! Putting my curses came after my long patience expired. While they control the external world, I have to meet good people in order to get any opportunity. As I pretty much indicated, there is a plot against me. The plot is really against good people. I have seen so many of them destroyed by this evil system of predators, their mammas and feminists... all playing God!! Thanks!!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 22, 2008 at 7:45 PM
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Re: My dear Dave I really don't know what to say to you that you won't take
Everyone has their story but few know that it is a deliberate plot... found in the religious books and in actual experience. That plot still surrounds me and putting my curses is my way of dealing with it and getting closure. Curses are an old Yogi tool for giving transgressors who go too far, a taste of real hell. They will stick, I assure you! The black man who asked me... Rain on my parade, will you! ... will have to learn to leave me alone, forever!! Thanks for your best wishes! I just want to be away from this Godless people!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 22, 2008 at 7:39 PM
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lionladroar
Thank you Mike! There's so much 'common sayings' around that obfuscate the nature of the reality we face, it is hard to build or salvage anybody. People are asleep to the reality they see in front of them! Blinders are hard to destroy!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 22, 2008 at 7:28 PM
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Re: Highly touching and painful story !
Yes Afzal, It is! Thanks!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 22, 2008 at 7:24 PM
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Thank you Lustor!!!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 22, 2008 at 7:23 PM
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no you are not job but clearly God has put you to the test
and it is hard to read this story and hear how much you have suffered and i agree with all the other members who commented that at this point you may b causing yourself the most pain because are all these other people that you have put curses on even aware of it because if they arent then they are simply living their lives without a care in what sounds like their ignorant bliss while you are being eaten alive by the heartaches and dejections they have caused you and yes i agree they will pay on judgement day for what they have done because it is inexcusable however the best thing for you would to b trying to transfer from a victim mentality to one of victory and in the meantime God bless and may your health get better
posted by
quietguy7
on January 22, 2008 at 2:54 PM
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My dear Dave I really don't know what to say to you that you won't take
the wrong way...... whilst I truly sympathize with your hell on earth background, there are some that would say "so what? everyone has their story" and to some extent I agree with that. But in your case you seem to have let your "story" stay with you present and future. I don't know how, but I sincerely hope you find your way to get on with your life and somehow let go of this best forgotten past. I can only imagine how your life has been; of course I can't really know how you have felt over all these years. The curses, unfortunately for your peace of mind, probably won't stick and you will be left more frustrated than when you sent them out. The only real consolation I can see is if you believed that what goes around comes around and no debt can be left behind; everyone pays before they leave this world; no matter how long that takes. I wish you peace, love and many blessings to help you through your personal hell
posted by
mariaki
on January 22, 2008 at 6:17 AM
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Hi Soul Builder
You have earned your fine Blogit Land name friend, may the cold wind only blow to your back and warm breez to your face friend. Michael
posted by
lionladroar
on January 22, 2008 at 4:14 AM
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Highly touching and painful story !
posted by
afzal50
on January 21, 2008 at 10:32 PM
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posted by
Lanetay
on January 21, 2008 at 10:12 PM
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Re: soulbuilder101
I appreciate the concern! This is one war I have to deal with my way. Love is like pearls cast to these swine! They like to conquer! I will teach them who to tread on! My curses do hit home! This time, they will find the the sword they pushed up my ass, found its way back to their own asses! This is my final word on the issue. They are big and they have sense. So do I!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 21, 2008 at 9:43 PM
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soulbuilder101
hate should be fought by love, not revenge and curses, you are fighting a war on your own, but let the love of others shove aside those that were cruel and treatment, trust in those that care
wish away the evil and forget those that brought these awful feelings
posted by
Lanetay
on January 21, 2008 at 9:29 PM
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Thank you for your words of wisdom! I have walked in the light and spread the same. There is an evil conspiracy against people like me! This has taken most of my life so far. But I do not ally myself with God in jest! I do as he bid! When evil changes my lifescript to be one of suffering because of they want to be heroes and lady-killers, they should still have left me alone! Now I have finished cursing them according to my hindu and christian traditions, they can go to hell. I shall not refuse to judge them or begin to forgive them. There is no way to escape past karma. This I will teach them!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 21, 2008 at 9:23 PM
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not one person should have so much hate and revenge in their heart, in all these years of your life you havent found a way to release all that hateful energy
posted by
Lanetay
on January 21, 2008 at 9:22 PM
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Dear Friend .. It saddens me to find you in such a vengeful state of mind. As others have said before me .. your life sounds like a hell that was on this earth. You see, I also believe there is much evil to be found within some humans here on earth. Some of the pain inflicted on others can remain with us always and sometimes there are not words to express the depth of our anguish. I've learned that claiming ones self as a victim only adds to the pain and gratifies those who have been unjust and inflicted such evil. You see .. when you trust in God then He will dispense justice in His own time. The more you come to believe and know that you are worthy of all that is good then your goal will be to LOVE God, yourself and those who bring love and light into your life. Evil casts darkness over the light that good brings to our heart and soul. Be Blessed and know there are others who have concern for your welfare.
posted by
BrightIrish
on January 21, 2008 at 9:12 PM
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Re: Dave honey this really is a sad blog and your comments are really alarm
I have walked with God alone all these years. Those who do not know what that means...I am sorry for you! He gave me an inner joy which ameliorated all the pain given to me. All I had to do was be alone! Now I am not even granted that! I am being eaten alive from within by the biological warfare done to me. I cannot sleep for weeks because of this. Then this society takes my job away and grants me no workmens comp because they can, even though I was injured. You see, the evil in my country is the same here! They all are glad to have won in the games for females, while putting me up on a cross! They shall all pay! My friends here know my honesty and my wish to share the lessons I have learnt. What did I do to deserve this kind of life? It is too late for them! I have cursed! So be it!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 21, 2008 at 9:08 PM
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Dave honey this really is a sad blog and your comments are really alarming
me, for you dear friend. You say all this is true that you have written and more much more. You seem to have lived a hellhere on earth and I am truly saddened by this and the evil that has been dished out to you. You have friends here though and people who do really care and would love to help you. Lustor love s one wonderful person as are all the rest who are leaving comments. Try if you can to take a deep breath and concentrate on the loving respect that we your fellow writers are wanting to give to you.
posted by
Kabu
on January 21, 2008 at 8:38 PM
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Re: soulbuilder101
I have no intention of removing any curses I put! I am not God but I decide what those motherfuckers will be! I can put curses and have done so successfully in the past! You should be speaking to the perpetrators not me, their victim! They must learn not to conspire and tresspass! AMEN!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 21, 2008 at 8:19 PM
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soulbuilder101
you are a survival and very intelligent, but where you have intelligence you lack in forgiveness and you are not God, you can not put curses on people, but Karma can bite these evil people and God will see the right thing is done but you need to change your thoughts about evil. As I have said before you are too serious and need to lighten up
posted by
Lanetay
on January 21, 2008 at 8:01 PM
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Re: Well, it is a conundrum at best
Karmic laws are supreme! You cannot do wrong and reap good fruits! So it is that evil has done their last bad things to me! I have a new body waiting when this one expires! Death will be such a shock to them! Oh! They cannot carry over their checking accounts! LOL!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 21, 2008 at 7:59 PM
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Well, it is a conundrum at best
Comedy, and its opposite gravity, are given to us to buoy ourselves when our logic tells us to scream and strike out.
The best medicine that any of us have is deep within. Every step we take is a choice.
posted by
Whysper
on January 21, 2008 at 7:46 PM
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Taps
I thank you for your honesty. I was alarmed that I should be subject of such a large conspiracy. I couldn't help but be myself! I did not know that so many on 3 continents would have a problem with me being me! I thought everyone was like me! As a 7 year old child I had to be debased by these vipers telling me how I would dance in this life! In my teens another would say that when one like me was caught, 'you have to pound him well'. I cursed them, and that is final! I have another body waiting for me when this one is done! The only love I have had in this life is the love from within! Amen!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 21, 2008 at 7:23 PM
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Re: Dave I'm really having trouble with your last couple of sentences.
It is all true! I cannot give 98% of the story because of lenght constraints. The last few sentences are to be read literally. I suffered enough! It is time they pay!
posted by
Soul_Builder101
on January 21, 2008 at 7:16 PM
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Soul_Builder
I have much compassion for you, and sadness at what has been, for you, an unspeakably difficult life. I must admit that it is hard for me to relate to your story because I do not feel that anyone has purposely attempted to be evil toward me or harmed me intentionally at any time. Because of that, and because I have no background in Buddhism or Hinduism (and have no desire for such) I find it difficult to deal with your blog posts because much of what you talk about is foreign to me. Often I do not leave comments after reading them because I do not know what to say. Apparently you have made the best of the life that was given to you and would like to help others going through similar situations. That is good and I commend you for it. I wish for you peace of mind and joy of heart and success in whatever comes next.
posted by
TAPS.
on January 21, 2008 at 7:15 PM
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Dave I'm really having trouble with your last couple of sentences.
and is this all true?
posted by
Kabu
on January 21, 2008 at 7:03 PM
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