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That was really inspirational!
I dont have the strength yet to forgive sometimes, maybe not ever. I understand what you are saying and it does open my eyes to a way I'd like to be and like 7starrs said, nothing matches anymore it seems that no person has the morals left anymore in this age of instant gratification and the saying, there is always more fish in the sea. That phrase takes the work out of it and therefore nobody gets a meaningful relationship with many blessings in the end. They can just go on to the next person with no consequences or regret. People don't care anymore - I wish I could do it. I wish I didn't care I wish I could just put a smile on my face and go on, I don't have that talent. When my girlfriend broke up with me, people told me it was written all over me, they also told me, you couldn't tell a thing had happened to her. How do people do it? I really wish I could be so light hearted and not love like I do for it hurts me and doesn't seem to hurt anyone else.
posted by
SomeoneElse
on January 29, 2008 at 8:20 AM
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18years I put my effort, I knew there was problems from the begining,
When I became mother of two he said to me : people have sex to make kids, and same time he was with another younger girl....not better looking, nor smart or anything.....
Then I saw him doing lot of painful things, forgiven again and again....
One time I left him, again gave a chance, then 18th year I decided that I don't need this any more...HAD ENOUGH REASONS, STAYING IN TWO ROOMS, STILL TALK LIKE FRIENDS......BUT IN LIFE TIME, EVEN IF I HAVE TO LIVE SINGLE FOREVER UNTIL THE LAST BREATH, I WILL NEVER LET HIM TOUCH ME....
I TOLD HIM MY DECISION, I STAY HERE UNTIL I GET STUFF TOGETHER FOR ME TO BE INDEPENDENT TO PROVIDE FOR KIDS......
FORGIVENESS IS GREAT, BUT IT HAS IT'S OWN LIMIT.....I DON'T WISH EVEN MY MOST HATED PERSON SHOULD GO THROUGH THIS....THIS WORLD HAS CHANGED....PHILOSOPHY AND PRACTICAL STUFF NEVER MATCH ANY MORE......
I AM SO HURT, WHEN I SIT DOWN AND THINK ABOUT MY LIFE AND SHOCKINGLY KNOWING THE TRUTH THAT I MIGHT HAVE TO LIVE ALONE........IT TRULY HURTS...
I DON'T THINK THAT NO MAN HAS TO TREAT ANY ONE FOR THEIR CONVENIENCE, OR NO WOMAN HAVE TO BE SO SUBMISSIVE TO SUFFER HER LIFE....
I SAID IT ALL........BECAUSE IT REALLY BOILS MY BLOOD ON A DAILY BASIS....THE HURT NEVER ENDS...
I PUT A SMILE ON ME AND PRETEND TO BE HAPPY......
SUE9457
posted by
star4sky5
on November 30, 2007 at 1:29 PM
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