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Avant-Garde,
Looking beyond the anger to the roots of anger: fear and insecurity are enlightening as well, an exercise in self-knowledge.  However, admitting to myself that I like a little drama, am less than spritually pure is hard sometimes. 

posted by Blanche. on June 5, 2006 at 4:36 PM | link to this | reply

Blanche
It takes courage to be honest, especially when there is no anger fueling it.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 4:33 PM | link to this | reply

Bravo, AG, I think you hit what I'm aiming for on the nose:

to express myself and stand up for myself clearly and calmly, accepting that whoever I am dealing with, may or may not receive it as I hope.  "Striving with others' to me indicates ego and pride, as opposed to seeking a win-win resolution for all parties, peace and co-existence among equals. 

The non-egoistic path takes work and some soul-searching, it's not the ingrained, cultural pattern. 

posted by Blanche. on June 5, 2006 at 1:04 PM | link to this | reply

avant garde...
I'm doing good, thanks...happy to leave France within 7 weeks...

posted by Marshallengraved on June 5, 2006 at 1:02 PM | link to this | reply

Blanche
I think it's more about how you approach it, rather than what is said. If it is done calmly and in a friendly way, you can damn near get away with saying exactly what's on your mind.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:59 PM | link to this | reply

bel
Precisely! It is very self-defeating. And posts that are meant to get even have no true originality. They are mostly just rants.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:52 PM | link to this | reply

Beautiful

posted by Blanche. on June 5, 2006 at 12:51 PM | link to this | reply

Good point, Avant-Garde, "non-violent confrontation" is an art a friend is
studying, as a lawyer.  Some of the principles seem a little unrealistic, given what I think of as human nature.  I am getting better at clearly asserting myself, but not always at letting it go at that.  Not being triggered into a reaction, but seeing clearly the whole pattern in the moment is a lesson that I keep working on. The biggest lessons come from the biggest challenges, I believe.

posted by Blanche. on June 5, 2006 at 12:51 PM | link to this | reply

Blanche
No, not yet. My mom and sister came up to visit. They haven't seen the boys in quite some time. We sat around and laughed and carried on all morning. It was nice to see them.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:51 PM | link to this | reply

Isa
Hello. How are you doing today?

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:50 PM | link to this | reply

sannhet
I thought about leaving it just that one line. Thanks.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:49 PM | link to this | reply

jacenta
Such is the power of forgiveness. Thank you so much for sharing that.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:49 PM | link to this | reply

Blanche
I'm much better than I used to be. Now, when I feel offended, I just speak up and things seem to go much smoother.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:49 PM | link to this | reply

TAPS
No winners, and all losers. Thanks.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:47 PM | link to this | reply

abhilasha
I like the traveler analogy. And, pain does follow those who seek vengeance. But, the great thing is that another path can be chosen, one which frees both parties as if nothing ever were.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:46 PM | link to this | reply

Isa
I know how that is. But, a new place brings new enemies.

posted by avant-garde on June 5, 2006 at 12:45 PM | link to this | reply

I have found hanging onto anger
is always so very draining.  When one is spending time seeking a way to "get even", they are losing precious time they could be making their own lives happier.

posted by bel_1965 on June 5, 2006 at 11:31 AM | link to this | reply

Hey, Avant-Garde, are you busy moving?

posted by Blanche. on June 5, 2006 at 11:28 AM | link to this | reply

Just stopping by...
to say hello...

posted by Marshallengraved on June 5, 2006 at 9:58 AM | link to this | reply

Avant -
Love that first line. It says it all.

posted by sannhet on June 5, 2006 at 8:34 AM | link to this | reply

avant-garde....
    Sometimes,  it isn't easy to let it go and just forgive, but it makes a happy, healthier me, although I'll stand up for myself when necessary, but I try to chose my battles wisely.  The last time I felt unjustly treated, I voiced my hurt and I ended up giving the gal a hug, because she was having a bad day.  Of course, I accepted her apology.

posted by jacentaOld on June 4, 2006 at 10:30 PM | link to this | reply

..it's good and therapeutic to draw about it....

posted by MasonGarrett on June 4, 2006 at 6:43 PM | link to this | reply

Avant-Garde,
It's a cycle that needs to stop.  I'm done playing my part. 

posted by Blanche. on June 4, 2006 at 1:17 PM | link to this | reply

avant-garde, Its a big trap where all who participate are caught and no one ever wins.  

posted by TAPS. on June 4, 2006 at 7:41 AM | link to this | reply

hiiiii
walking along our paths we see the richer travellers ...we follow their shadows & make their goals our own...then we meet their enemies & find them our own...you are right here ...we are never satisfied with what we have ....or what we are..and vengeance never ends anything it only starts another chapter of pain for ourselves...

posted by abhilasha on June 4, 2006 at 6:49 AM | link to this | reply

honestly...
when my enemies cross my road , i have thoughts of vengeance crossing through my mind...i'm happy i'm leaving my hometown!

posted by Marshallengraved on June 4, 2006 at 2:57 AM | link to this | reply

Una
Yes, I think it is. I've been this way most of my life, and this type of anger can easily turn to rage. I've heard it expressed that standing up for yourself immediately and politely is the quickest and most effective way of expressing anger. And, it doesn't even appear as anger, because it is in its controllable form.

posted by avant-garde on June 4, 2006 at 1:55 AM | link to this | reply

Cee
I love to watch football. But, I get too attached to certain teams sometimes, and I notice that it affects my moods.

posted by avant-garde on June 4, 2006 at 1:52 AM | link to this | reply

Trevor
I think wisdom has shed its light upon you.

posted by avant-garde on June 4, 2006 at 1:51 AM | link to this | reply

straightfoward
And, I've experienced it many times.

posted by avant-garde on June 4, 2006 at 1:49 AM | link to this | reply

Whacky
That's correct.

posted by avant-garde on June 4, 2006 at 1:49 AM | link to this | reply

Passionflower
I think every human is, but we go about trying to achieve it differently.

posted by avant-garde on June 4, 2006 at 1:48 AM | link to this | reply

blackcat
It's not all what it's cracked up to be.

posted by avant-garde on June 4, 2006 at 1:48 AM | link to this | reply

Avant-garde, when I take offence from someone,
I may bottle up my anger right on spot. And my anger grows to a point that I have to voice it out to the person who has caused it. In this way, my anger is released. I don't know whether it is the mildest form of vengeance.

posted by una01 on June 4, 2006 at 1:09 AM | link to this | reply

hmmmm-
This insight comes on the heels of yet another heathen competition, the NBA Championship games.  (of which I will attach myself to a team and have fun rooting for them.......)
Cee

posted by LadyCeeMarie on June 3, 2006 at 10:15 PM | link to this | reply

ery
Very true:  Vengeance does produce paranoia.  I am learning finally to forgive rather than seek vengeance.  That's a slippery slope towards self-destruction.

posted by Trevor_Cunnington on June 3, 2006 at 8:40 PM | link to this | reply

You mean I'm jst avoiding myself? Humm.




posted by Whacky on June 3, 2006 at 8:06 PM | link to this | reply

Yes, vengeance produces paranoia. I've also observed it.

posted by Straightforward on June 3, 2006 at 6:45 PM | link to this | reply

I'm a peace-loving sort myself.

posted by Passionflower on June 3, 2006 at 5:56 PM | link to this | reply

I've never been one to seek vengeance... not yet anyways. LOL

posted by -blackcat on June 3, 2006 at 5:31 PM | link to this | reply