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Medusa-
LOL! You did a FINE job of scolding. I can see your finger shaking in my face. He broke my heart and now I'm healing. Every once in a while I get the scab knocked off and I bleed all over the place and pretty soon it stops for a couple of months. I do video editing and the best song for the most recent job I did was an Eva Cassidy rendition of "What a Wonderful World." Her songs always set me up because of the way she sings them. I'm deeply affected by music. Rachmaninoff gets me going, too. Thanks for the read and I'll be healing up . .. . again.
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on June 1, 2006 at 2:42 PM
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Boy, Cee...this one totally took me by surprise...
I didn't know what to expect here...First...I like your picture. You are quite pretty. Secondly, never have an affair. That was sound advise. But I've been there, too, sadly. I had just buried my father from cancer, I was in my late 20s,and there was an older man I was friends with. He had a big position in the city. He told me he was going to divorce his wife. Blah Blah Blah....My journal spoke of "this soulmate." Soulmate, my ass. Trust me. Many of us have been in your shoes. You are so better off...And you even have this fine man in Jay to love and be with. An affair breeds nothing but lies and deception. Yes, it is exciting, but for how briefly? It's the oldest trick in the book, and usually women get the crappy bad end of the deal. I'm trying to scold you here. It's a fantasy....You deserve better than that. Let him be on his way. Bury his name in the sand. That kind of relationship is B.S...Okay, how was that, Cee?
posted by
MedusaNextDoor
on June 1, 2006 at 12:37 PM
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Hi MM-
You are right. I've never suffered so. I've never done this before? comes to mind? I hate to say "I'll try" because that's the same as you are less than half-hearted and try=no. If I say "I will," like I have on so many occasions, I may have another breakdown in August. I don't know. This is new territory for me. And my husband is all over the place with how he feels. SO, I get pretty lonely for a kind voice. Jay gives me as much as he can at any moment. I watched a show tonight about this man with half a body so when I get cramps in my feet and legs, like I've got right now, and I complain, I'm going to think of Jesse, the man with no legs, who is wearing his arms out being his legs. At least I
have legs and feet. He said, "I'm not buying a pair of britches and pay $18 and cut off 50%!! " So he opened a thrift store. Anyway, I get your point. I think I'll write a book about it, eh?
I keep thinking of the song, And "Take A Message to Michael," that song by Dionne Warwick. Title possibility?
Hang in here with me, MM darlin', I need some help during times likes these.......
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on May 31, 2006 at 10:34 PM
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Cee, you got your heart broken....can you now leave it alone...???
I hope so. My best wishes for a pleasant rest of your life. Please let him go and be happy. You have a lot to be thankful for.
posted by
MaggieMae
on May 31, 2006 at 5:00 PM
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Sophiste-
Thanks for letting me know. My sister's friend was right when she advised
"never have an affair." My friend was right when she said I'd be the one hurting
in the end. I'm so stubborn, I thought I would be different or that I could handle it.
It got to be so much bigger than anything I could handle and I was no different, as
I've said in the letter. Sometimes my heart bleeds on paper. Thanks so much for reading!
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on May 31, 2006 at 9:44 AM
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I Feel For You
This is sad to me! Thanks for commenting on my post. I really do not know what to say other than I can see how this can be painful.
posted by
Dr_JPT
on May 30, 2006 at 11:30 PM
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