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wiley
Thanks for being a listening ear. I am again in a good place after taken it out in words. You are so appreciated!
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on May 8, 2006 at 2:09 AM
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ceemarie53
Not much one can say to be helpful here luv. This is a time for me anyway, just to be a reader for you, an ear, with sincere feelings for your pain. I am sorry luv
posted by
WileyJohn
on May 7, 2006 at 10:55 PM
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Qween-
You are so nice to get mired in my ranting again; you know me, I bounce back. I think it is the upcoming date that has had me going. I actually could contact him (but have no intentions of ever doing so). I have one e-mail address he doesn't have so that wouldn't be blocked, but unless I face being a widow or am dying myself, I will save that as my ace in the hole. I never use it; I have my email forwarded if anything gets sent there. I ran across his posts at an iMac discussion/support group. He bought an iMac with the intel chip just to edit his videos to DVDs. Well well well........makes me wonder if he finally got the nerve to watch the two I sent him at Christmas. The one of my mother's life is so good it makes strangers who never knew her get misty eyed. I RE-signed up with a brand new moniker so he won't know if
I ask a question; they hide your email and real name if you check-mark that, which I did. I don't want to look like a stalker but daggumit! I was an iMac user all my life, and HE has to go sign up on 'MY' discussion group!! Oh, I am KCChoirgirl for that group. I don't think he'll get it. He's seen all my other nicknames from my past. Nothing close to this one. (although KC used to mean for US, Kansas Camilla! Dang, I was thinking Kansas City - oh well, it would be a longshot....Choirgirl is the name of Tori Amos's newest album)
I can feel your healing prayers coming through, we are in touch! Thank you, you sweet woman! I'm going to heal over one of these days......
Love,
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on May 7, 2006 at 9:45 PM
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Maggie-
He takes as big a toll on me that I take on him. Unless or until we are both widowed in this life, I know that's the end of it. I'm just letting off my frustrations again and you're nice enough to read it and care. . .Thank you!
CeeMarie
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on May 7, 2006 at 9:27 PM
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sophiste-
Oh, I'm just getting it out in a rant. I'm going to be just fine. I feel better already! My husband is getting romance lessons; after you've had it, you want it again. Just that I gotta get it from the one I'm with! And he and I are Mike's enigma; he is not sure how to take us, I think. We can talk about Mike and Linda and not get into a pout or yelling match. No more secrets! But thanks for your concern and stopping by.
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on May 7, 2006 at 9:25 PM
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Cee ~
Ahhhhh damn this post hurts to read and I know it means nothing and will ease not a shred of your discomfort at this time but I love you and pray for your healing each and every day.
posted by
ALWAYSALOVER
on May 7, 2006 at 6:10 PM
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Ceemariel....
I don't think you can afford to contact Mike again. That is fire and you can only get burnt. You got on Jay's nerves, perhaps you were overbearing. Suck it up and go on. You can't call Mike every time you get your feelings hurt. You've got to give your marriage some time. You said it was worth it and you also said, you were over Mike.
posted by
MaggieMae
on May 7, 2006 at 4:10 PM
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This is Very Sad
It especially is not good for your overall health and healing emotionally or physically. It would be better if your husband was more loving and romantic. I do not know what to say other than I understand.
posted by
Dr_JPT
on May 7, 2006 at 3:46 PM
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