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Oh Lilane -

I sure know the feeling. I've done pretty good until just lately. So I know how you feel -- exactly. And thank you for inspiring my latest blog...I started to reply but got so involved, I snatched it off the reply page and turned it into a two pager!!

I care about you and understand exactly what you are experiencing. Some days are better than others. I hope you have some good ones soon!

Cee

posted by LadyCeeMarie on March 28, 2006 at 11:07 AM | link to this | reply

avenues closed?

I am failing miserably by taking the temptations away. I just cant get myself to do that.

posted by Lanetay on March 27, 2006 at 8:56 PM | link to this | reply

Thanks you so much, brettnik!

Yes, you said it totally. I hope I'm coming to a reconciliation between by true feelings and my hopes for them; perfectly put, yes indeed.

I DO believe the universe and the Powers That Be have moved, once again, and I have a full-time project who is jumping up and down, waving his arms, as if to say "Save ME this time - I love you, too!" And that is my dear Jay, who has patiently, for the most part, put up with my melancholias this past year. I am going to shine my light on him from now on. He's going to take some work! As Stevie sang, "The road we leave behind, ahead lies mystery."

Cee

posted by LadyCeeMarie on March 27, 2006 at 8:52 PM | link to this | reply

I feel like I just lost something, this has been so real

to me---your pain, your struggle. You wrote so eloquently about the complexity of your feelings. This entry, I guess, is your attempt to convince yourself that all is right with the universe and things are as they should be. I sense, however, that this isn't necessarily how you feel. But, in time, maybe your feelings will catch up to your hopes for them. Good luck. I look forward to reading more about you now that this chapter is closing.

posted by brettnik on March 27, 2006 at 1:07 PM | link to this | reply

Thanks, again, Angel!

Cee

posted by LadyCeeMarie on March 27, 2006 at 4:20 AM | link to this | reply

Oh, you got it, Prof!

Exactly put, my friend! Thank you for pointing that out!
Looking forward to your next genre!
Carole

posted by LadyCeeMarie on March 27, 2006 at 4:16 AM | link to this | reply

You are what you are.

Dear Ceemarie.. I understand when you said. I am what I am. People you wants you and wants to love you must take you as what you are.

A long foreplay is knowing the partner better. Not a quick fast jumping Jooles and Olaf ... LOL.

Thanks for reading my story. I was reluctant to post it, but I think I will try to switch to another avnue of wiriting. I have also started the story of SURA, titled: 'Hot Sands of Egypt.' it is a Sci-Fi and high adventure. You will be the first one to know when I post it.

regards for now.. Prof

posted by PROF-SUMAKEL33 on March 26, 2006 at 10:58 PM | link to this | reply

posted by anglofinspirtion on March 26, 2006 at 9:09 PM | link to this | reply

Angel-

Thanks for visiting the blog. I'm convinced that the earlier emails I sent to his Yahoo email were never read. When they're on the blocked list with Yahoo, they don't come back. I'm actually relieved because they were written in a strident and preachy tone. I think I tend to reflect a more strident voice when I'm writing while visiting family. I sent this one through his business e-mail, the first one in two months. The two prior postings never went through - they were just dry-runs. And I'm taking it from God that this is what HE wants; one by one, all the avenues have closed. That, and the messages of the song verses all add up to it's over as fast as it all started. Angel, I'm okay with this. Every time I say this, the hurt is less than it was. It was a cathartic process, this past week. Thanks for your concern!
Cee