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You are a sweetie!
Speaking of sweetie's, you are one. I hadn't thought of these angsty sagas as "bouts of Mike flu" until I responded to your comment but that's a good name for what it is. I'll be fine. I'd rather deal with it head on (just vomit) and not feel I have to squelch the feelings that pop up from time to time (which just churn away in your stomach.).
It's like an obstacle course where you're just having a stroll when out pops something that triggers an event. Do you pull your gun out and shoot it or is it a nice guy? I never know when that will happen. Being in Wichita and watching the Idols show was one of those obstacles. And if the post emotes pain, then I've accomplished what I was after by writing about it.
I had my aunt and cousin read it. They asked me some questions that I clarified in a modified letter I think I will post separately. This will be the one I sent this morning while still in Wichita and I was feeling ballsy....
Mike continues his silence.
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on March 24, 2006 at 1:29 PM
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Okay Cee, but as long as it really makes you feel better!
I am here regardless...
angel 
posted by
anglofinspirtion
on March 24, 2006 at 6:01 AM
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I have to do it-Angel,
it gets a grip on me and the only way to get it out is to write it out. It's like when you vomit and then you feel better. I'm not feeling the pain now. This wave of Mike flu is over! But I do appreciate your comment and look forward to getting home to my husband because I know HE loves me still. I do love him.
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on March 24, 2006 at 5:59 AM
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Oh Cee, stop doing this to yourself!
This was so painful to read and I can imagine how painful to write, you have got to try to get this man out of your mind! You have got to try to numb your heart to him and go on.... you are going to let this screw your life up even more than "he" already has!
I wish there were words..... I will be thinking of you!
angel 
posted by
anglofinspirtion
on March 23, 2006 at 6:59 PM
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