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Maggie, I believe it is done with. .....
Will I ever be over it? I think I buried my passions 30 years ago under a blanket of hurt (a cloak) and forgot about him. I am doing the same now, and saying that I feel better about our parting this time than I did the last. I am positive he will leave me alone and vice versa.
I finally said goodbye without feeling hurt. and I got the kind of response that left my heart smiling; I left him with love for me in his heart and laughing! I said the next time I see him will be when we're both deceased and have crossed over to the other side and he said we had a date. Now I can feel that goodbye is goodbye. The tears have threatened once in a while, but the heart is feeling less & less wounded.
My wedding band will be ready in a week. It just needed a size change up to get over the knuckle. Jay and I had a lovely afternoon and evening together.
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on February 3, 2006 at 7:15 PM
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Oh, Cee, I do hope for your's and Jay's sakes that it is over. Now, you and
he can have your marriage flourish without that shadow overpowering you. I do hope he stays away, Cee, and that you can put him out of your mind. I don't think Jay is going to be happy or secure until you do. I base that on all that you've said thus far and I hope that both of you can be happy and that Mike can be happy in his situation.
I hope you can leave him alone now, Cee, and be happy in your life with Jay and your children.
I pray things will go forward for you now. God bless.
posted by
MaggieMae
on February 3, 2006 at 5:03 PM
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