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Dear Prof,
I would say that you are an honorable man, then! My advice to you is to
stay that way. It's a heck of a lot easier than the other way. My heart just keeps getting banged up over and over. I liked it better when I didn't know the secrets of a hidden love. It's been nothing but pain, physically and emotionally, since Oct. 19th. If I delivered a gift to my michael, one he is still learning about, Love, it's as if his wife and he have decided it's "let's kill the messenger" time at the present moment. I feel like the squashed bug on his windshield that just won't go away. He keeps scraping at me and I'm leaving him alone, little by little. It just hurts like nothing else; like being ripped apart limb by limb while you're still alive.
This is my favorite piece that I've written so far. I thank you for your input. I couldn't believe he'd forgotten it, too, but there is one night, and
I don't remember it, that was for him, the #1 memory of me, so I guess we both had memory lapses over 3 decades. I guess you could say "we're even." When I muster my courage again, I'll continue the story. My goal is to 'suck it up by this afternoon' and get on with it. My "Satisfaction" will come WHEN this comes out in a form where
everyone can read about it. (Of course, wouldn't we all like to be the next Danielle Steele! I'll think positively.)
Say, I saw your picture on Ariala's photo blog. It's a good person I see standing there. You're a nice-looking fellow.
Thanks for reading my blog! The story will continue........
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on January 28, 2006 at 8:23 AM
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Encounter.
Dear C.... That was a good blog. Something came alive in me, (I suppose). Anyway I don't believe that a man would forget such a wonderful encounter unless he does it everyday with different flowers or just have a memory failure... Hmmmm... Desire.... Sometimes I would look at young girls and try to flirt, but I am locked in a 'HUSBAND IMAGE' so, so far no luck, ha ha ha LOL...regards...
Prof.
posted by
PROF-SUMAKEL33
on January 28, 2006 at 1:22 AM
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All I gotta say
Is your 30 year reunion was a hell of a lot better than mine. Going back and taking a look at my first post on this 'LUST' page was that of 'THIRTY YEARS AND A CHOCOLATE MARTINI.' AND my writing
HAS improved!!!!!!
posted by
ALWAYSALOVER
on January 27, 2006 at 8:17 PM
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You're right, Maggie -
That's why this ranks right up there as memorable one. Sometimes the first time is the best time!
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on January 26, 2006 at 6:51 AM
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Wow, Cee, that was pretty passionate.
Those kinds of memories would be hard to shed.
posted by
MaggieMae
on January 26, 2006 at 5:46 AM
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Hi Ang-
I remember the last time I just had to have my husband like you're talking about was on the date of the winter solstice, which is when the Goddess has been traditionally worshipped. I
had to have him that morning and again that night. Had to, just -- had -- to. I felt the Spirit and she was demanding to be "serviced."
But that's been a month ago. (That sounds almost irreverent but after I read Conversations with God book 2, I realize how much God wants us to enjoy making love as the ultimate human experience.)
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on January 25, 2006 at 9:47 PM
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Cee,
My husband is really good about doing, well stuff like that, it is just the passion that I miss, you know? That little jolt that you feel on your skin, when he touches you. The tingle of anticipation, in your lower spine, your mind begging and screaming for him to touch you, kiss you; Just like that!
It just doesn't happen like that much. I don't often, have to have my husband, but I have had to have him in the past. Does that make any sense?
Ang
posted by
anglofinspirtion
on January 25, 2006 at 9:15 PM
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Dear Ang,
I love comments like that! I was surprised he hadn't remembered. I think it was better for me than for him although I loved his grin "after"!! It was his favorite part of my body. Have your hubby read the blog and maybe he'll get the hint! lol! (If I show it to MY husband, he'll probably want that divorce we escaped!)
He's been pretty passionate, but that's cooled down with our kids renting the downstairs (no more nude romps in front of the fireplace on "bear rugs.")
Cee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on January 25, 2006 at 8:06 PM
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My God Cee
I was left panting, just reading this. I love, passion when it is like that!
I wish it could be like that every time in "marriage", it seems the passion falls to the wayside....
posted by
anglofinspirtion
on January 25, 2006 at 7:42 PM
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