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This is what happens when you give HALF STORIES WOMAN!! lol..
I have sat here and cried for you, and all this AFTER that blasted Oprah show yesterday. She had little shasta's dad on there, telling her story. I couldn't take anymore, and here I am crying thinking this child died? I'm going to bed...lol.
posted by
Kiddo75
on October 5, 2005 at 10:25 PM
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Hello Kiddo75
I am so sorry...You completely misunderstood my post... My son is still alive. My pain comes from the fact that he doesn't know he is my son. I am so sorry to have confused you in such a terrible way.
As I've said, there will be more added to the post soon...Please keep reading so that you understand the whole story.
posted by
lovelyladymonk
on October 5, 2005 at 7:34 PM
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hurt. when you're given a child, you are given a love that tears down any fears you normally wouldn't face, love that brings happiness when you give something of value away for the happiness it will bring to their hearts, love that just gives so much and at the same time gives you terror and fear. Because any suffering, any hurt, any fear that child suffers, there are no words for the living death it brings to you. Then to lose a child, I honestly believe you die as well, but still somehow breathe. I hurt so much for you, and if I could I would wear your pain at least for a day...to give you some sort of peace. Nothing can take away your pain, and the sad part is it's a pain that if you could go back in time you would still choose it. Because that pain is from the love of that little boy. THe pain you have is from a love you were blessed with for a short while. If anything I say doesn't help, which I doubt it will...
but please don't let his death be what you live with everyday. He wouldn't want that for you either, but try to let his life and what he lived be what you live FOR everyday - even on days when it is blinding from the pain. The pain is something you are going to have forever. For his sake and for yours let the pain be from his life and not his death. My heart is soooo with you, I am humbled tonight.
posted by
Kiddo75
on October 5, 2005 at 6:59 PM
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wonderful story
your emotions show through
posted by
TissiBlake
on October 5, 2005 at 6:00 PM
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wow - what raw emotion...
thank you for sharing this story with us, I do look forward to finding out more. Your love is strong and it shows.
posted by
littlemspickles
on October 5, 2005 at 4:27 PM
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