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We do seem to want to be with the ones who are impossible to be with. But in a sense your brother is always with you.
posted by
Ca88andra
on August 7, 2005 at 5:52 AM
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i cry at night. Love, Vib
posted by
Vibrance
on August 6, 2005 at 3:43 PM
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You're welcome.
posted by
word.smith
on August 6, 2005 at 2:38 PM
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Ick.
Of all the ways for us to be alike, I wish you didn't have the whole "I can't cry in front of them because they think I'm strong" piece. It sucks. It's a heavy burden.
posted by
RachelAnna
on August 6, 2005 at 7:07 AM
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Oh no- poor Riel! You don't have to break it off!
I feel for you in regards to your brother. It is so sad, he was so young. I am very sorry. It's nice that you were there for your niece. You are always making sure everyone else is okay. Have a fun weekend. Teaching a cute guy how to kiss is not a bad way to spend your time
posted by
Flumpystalls3000
on August 5, 2005 at 4:22 PM
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well at least he's persistent. i say try it for a while longer, maybe it'll get better. a bunch of my friends have had not son sensational kisses the first couple of times and gone on to have spectacular sex lives with these same guys.
posted by
Vanidad
on August 5, 2005 at 1:20 PM
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Try wd-40 on the key
Also I think you have more than enough love for both your brother and God.
Take care,
posted by
Whacky
on August 5, 2005 at 12:26 PM
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word.smith
Thank you!...Writing does seem to be helping. And my friends here.
posted by
MiaElla
on August 5, 2005 at 9:55 AM
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lovelymonk
I know....he's in my heart and will always be in my heart...but it's just not the same as hugging him. He was always so warm, and clean and smelled good, and had these love handles even though he was skinny. It's the things I remember about him that makes me sad. I just want to hug him, and for him to mess up my hair, and tease me, and stuff.
posted by
MiaElla
on August 5, 2005 at 9:54 AM
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mmm-w
I told Riel I'll let him blog oneday, so he can set the record straight and yell at whomever he wants.....LMAO.
Yeah, I am really down about my brother. I just can't stop thinking about him, and that makes me sad to get up in the morning sometimes...."just don't want face the day" kind of thing.
posted by
MiaElla
on August 5, 2005 at 9:51 AM
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Uni
Seems we are shells of each other, aren't we....lol
posted by
MiaElla
on August 5, 2005 at 9:49 AM
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Mia,
Writing provides an outlet for you. It might never be enough but you're getting some of your feelings out and that is good. Hugs.
posted by
word.smith
on August 5, 2005 at 9:41 AM
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Sweet Mia,
I know how you feel missing your brother so bady...I miss my great-granddad and my son so much today it's almost unbelievable. It's okay to be sad today...Just remember that your brother isn't really gone from you. He never will be so long as you keep him in your heart. If you need to cry, cry....Don't ever be ashamed because someone may see or hear you. Holding in your pain isn't good.
God bless, sweetie...
posted by
lovelyladymonk
on August 5, 2005 at 9:38 AM
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hang in there sweetie.... i laughed at riel's comment about kissing and working it out.... (so is he suggesting compromise kissing??? lol) but my heart broke at your talk of your brother.... the emptiness must be so hard....
posted by
mmm-w
on August 5, 2005 at 9:31 AM
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Lady Mia
Believe me, I understand how you feel about not crying when anyone is watching. I’ve been putting on fake smiles since I was 12 years old to try and trick people into thinking there isn’t anything wrong with me, or if there is, I’m strong enough to make it through. Not because I want to seem strong really, but because I don’t take help very well, and I’d rather people just leave it be.
posted by
Unidentified_Hacker
on August 5, 2005 at 9:04 AM
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