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I wonder if some people are still alive but wounded in hospital? The patients may not be able to speak to give their identification. Is there any hope?
Ann.
posted by
A-and-B
on July 13, 2005 at 2:21 PM
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Ok...MayB
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 11:14 AM
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Symphony, I'm well. I'll mail
posted by
Azur
on July 13, 2005 at 11:01 AM
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Quirkyalone
I keep trying but its pretty difficult, so feel free to come and kick my butt
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 10:53 AM
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Thank you MayB
how are you?....
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 10:52 AM
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Thanks Military_Wife
thats not a bad idea...something herbal would be ok...I will look more into that...Thank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 10:51 AM
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Thank you Nancy-R-H
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 10:49 AM
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Sym--
Been wondering how you were, and was just going to email you this a.m. I hope now that you got that out of your system, you can remember what ol' Quirky taught you about positive thinking...or I'm gonna have to come kick your butt, hehe.

Love ya, take care.
posted by
Julia.
on July 13, 2005 at 10:28 AM
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Symphony, you are stronger than you know. I am sorry that is all your doctor could offer and admire your strength in carrying yourself through all of this. Get yourself down to your weekend place just as often as you can for a break. You are a Londoner and Londoners are very determined people. I miss them
posted by
Azur
on July 13, 2005 at 10:22 AM
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Symphony
I don't know if you have considered natural supplements for depression, but St. Johns Wort works pretty well. It takes some time to get into your system but it doesn't have the screwy side effects of the meds.
You have every right to be angry...it's also part of the grieving process. Don't fight your emotions just don't let them overwhelm you. Do whatever you need to do to be OK.
YOu are in our thoughts and prayers. 
posted by
Bel_
on July 13, 2005 at 10:16 AM
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Symphony,
Nope...can't afford all those tests !!! I've just learned to avoid certain things that seem to trigger it...
posted by
SincerityAnna
on July 13, 2005 at 10:12 AM
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Symphony,
I don't know what to say, other than, I'm so sorry. There is nothing to top what you've been through, and I wish I could give you a great big hug.
As for being depressed, who wouldn't be? Not that I'm taking depression lightly by any means. But you have so many stresses in your life that even functioning is doing fantastic! Keep writing, it works!
posted by
Nancy-R-H
on July 13, 2005 at 10:11 AM
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Wow I sympathise with you SincerityAnna
have you ever seen a specialist?....to see exactley what it is you are allergic to?.....mine is just stress and hot and cold tempertures and sometimes ...creams or lotions Etc...
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 10:07 AM
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Symphony,
I'm allergic to SOMETHING...don't know exactly what...when I get them I get so SICK...my throat swells up, I puke, my blood pressure drops extremely low, I get really dizzy, and I go into this kind of shock that I can't spell and can't pronounce...starts w/ an A...
posted by
SincerityAnna
on July 13, 2005 at 10:03 AM
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Ahhhh thank you ever so much SincerityAnna
Yes, Hives...I use to get them a lot when I was under pressure but then suddenly they dissappeard (when my husband did
) and I was very gratful, but now I have them again, I use to get them pretty bad as well...I get them in my eyes and throat and it makes it hard for me to breathe (asthma)...I HATE IT!...
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 9:58 AM
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Symphony,
Hives ! Oh no...I HATE hives...I get them extrmemly severe...to the point where I carry an epi-pen w/ me everywhere I go...Write to let it all out...let it flow...we are all listening...and we care...and we luv ya...
posted by
SincerityAnna
on July 13, 2005 at 9:54 AM
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Thanks word.smith
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 9:53 AM
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Symph,
Better slow down and take care of yourself, otherwise you won't be able to cope. I can't know how distressing this bombing ordeal must be having never experienced anything like it. Hopefully, life will settle back into its normal rhthym in a while. God Bless.
posted by
word.smith
on July 13, 2005 at 9:22 AM
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David1Spirit
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 8:23 AM
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homegirl ...Thank you so much for everything!
Yes, you could say I have had enough...my life feels upside down ...I am trying to get myself up and running but argh...life is shit right now...I refuse Anti - depressants..but I sure need something to take this awful bitter out- look ...I have away.
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 8:10 AM
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Get better young lady!
posted by
David1Spirit
on July 13, 2005 at 8:09 AM
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Thank you lovelyladymonk
I should not be here, I am in an awful mood and I don't want to take it out on anybody....or for them to worry about me...I am not woth worrying about....hope you are well Take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 8:09 AM
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I forgot that I "knew" someone over there!
After last weeks events you must really be at your wits end....
ingore insensitive comments... no one has the right to one-up your issues...no matter what they have been through... at least no one would dare say you made this one up!
God bless you!
posted by
homegirl
on July 13, 2005 at 7:53 AM
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Symphony...
I am so truly heartbroken for all of you...
....Please try to eat and get some rest. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.


posted by
lovelyladymonk
on July 13, 2005 at 7:38 AM
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sorry for all your troubles empty_handed_painter
but believe me I have seen it all and rather not see anymore....
thanks...take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 7:04 AM
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Thanks MerryAnne
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 7:03 AM
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Thank you gypsyredhead33
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 7:02 AM
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Thanks Ben.
posted by
_Symphony_
on July 13, 2005 at 7:02 AM
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well
I've been through a lot myself
got through it
I htink you'll get through this.
younger people get hit harder by things thanolder people
it's like a baby -- little thikngs hurt them more because they're not used to them.
once you get used to it -- you'll be number to what life give you.
I'll tell you a little story.
We camped once next to a couple that drank and played music loud in their car until the battery wore out and argued in the middle of the night -- se wer gopnig to talk to them about all this -- but didn't.
The day after we left and went back to work, the news reported that the guy had a luger pistol, committed murder-suicide -- can you imagine what we felt?
I've stepped over the dead body of a man who'd had a heart attack.
I've seriously once considered suicide myself after the breakup with my second wife -- got past that when I thought of my daughter and son (Kooka and his sister).
I've been broke, close to homeless (got free rent for working on the building -- lived on $15/week.)
been within a block and heard the shots of a drive by shooting.
knew one or two people that got killed in shootings.
one of my roomates came home with bandages on where he'd been shot in a car wash.
life is tough life is miserable life is hell
but it's life.
and I've lost close friends and relatives -- both adoptive parents and then my biological mother -- I've been with my wife after she's lost first her mother some years back, then her father, just about a year ago.
I've been through a lot. I've gotten through a lot. You will too. There's more to come -- you'll get through it too.
posted by
Xeno-x
on July 13, 2005 at 6:47 AM
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Hi symph,
I'm just glad you are here and safe. (((hug)))
posted by
MerryAnne
on July 13, 2005 at 6:22 AM
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Symph... I'm just glad you and your babies are alive and well.
Please take care and know my thoughts are with you.
posted by
RedHeadedGypsy
on July 13, 2005 at 6:20 AM
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symphony,
Welcome back!
This is a hard time. It will get back to normal.
Check email?
Ben.
posted by
A-and-B
on July 13, 2005 at 6:12 AM
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