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Wiley, It's pretty thrilling to me
to think that my writing is effecting you like that.
posted by
Cynthia
on July 4, 2005 at 7:20 AM
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Cynthia
With my first wife Ellen, I felt those needs all the time, to be with someone new, someone exciting.
Of course that led eventually to divorce because I had to answer myself, all the nagging guilt of adultery had to be answered finally.
There was no passion between us, there never had been that passion. There had only been lust that led to marriage and children.
Everything came into sharp focus for me with my Joyce. Love, passion, joy, excitement and even that joyful servitude which I discovered is so much intwined with real love.
She was like a gift from God for admitting that I was not the man, the person, He had created me to be.
Cynthia, thank you for writing and pardon me for getting carried away with comment here. It is like your writing is drawing me out. Bless your talent luv
posted by
WileyJohn
on July 3, 2005 at 10:43 AM
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B- I loved your comment about sex
being either fantasy filled or fantasyless. That's so true.
posted by
Cynthia
on July 1, 2005 at 6:23 AM
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cynthia, it was testing the ties that bind that always erased the ties for
me and mine. I didn't like to mix three to two fellows as you enjoyed. Serial dating and relationships were best for me, or shotgun promiscuity with no commitments the other solution. Sex is such a fantasy filled or fantasyless thing.
posted by
benzinha
on June 27, 2005 at 3:54 AM
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