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Truely sad

Though the words need not be spoken, the times are too few that they are said.

Strange, the hurt we bring. The reason never seeing.

You seem like a wonderful, caring  person. Here's another hug.

posted by TIMMYTALES on April 9, 2005 at 6:34 PM | link to this | reply

Grief and frustration

were making her angry and you just happened to be in the way right then.  I know you have a brain, otherwise you wouldn't be capable of writing the funny stuff you have.  Don't spend too much time thinking about this  incident.  Here's a hug.

 Big Hug 





posted by word.smith on April 2, 2005 at 11:29 AM | link to this | reply

mia,
your mind is beautiful as is your writing. Don't let your mother in her grief let you forget that. Blessed Be!  red

posted by redlunar on March 31, 2005 at 10:19 AM | link to this | reply

Mia, I wrote a poem for you. Hope you don't mind that I posted it HERE and shared it with the other bloggers.

posted by Passionflower on March 28, 2005 at 9:39 PM | link to this | reply

Mia, you are beautiful, intelligent and wise
Don't forget that! It's TRUE! And it's IMPORTANT! (Hey! Alot of us write 'stupid little poems'. So what?)

posted by Passionflower on March 28, 2005 at 8:23 PM | link to this | reply

I am so sorry the way your mum has spoke to you

but she is so angry...my mum was the same...I always felt they would be better off, if it was me....my mum has got a lot better, but sometimes their is little niggles that sometimes give me the paranoia to still think it...

you are a wonderful woman and I think you are very intelligent...keep on writing...

posted by _Symphony_ on March 26, 2005 at 1:52 AM | link to this | reply

Mia... I wish I really could give you a hug.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on March 25, 2005 at 8:16 PM | link to this | reply

Mia
I am so sorry.  I know it doesn't make you feel better, but she is hurting.  It's easy to take it out on you.  But you don;t have to take it.  Can't you tell her not to do that?  I'm so sorry.

posted by ladyofshalott on March 25, 2005 at 7:00 PM | link to this | reply

 I hope that your mother was just upset and speaking out of frustration.  This is so very hard on you all without anyone making it any harder.   

posted by Holy_Grail on March 25, 2005 at 6:57 PM | link to this | reply

I offer my sympathies again.  I am sure your mother is just upset but not so much at you as the situation. 

I hope everything improves for you all.

posted by Dyl_Pickle on March 25, 2005 at 6:50 PM | link to this | reply

MiaElla
Yeah, I've been a little preoccupied with life of late! Am trying to make sure I fit in my daily or at least weekly blogging dosages! Hope you're feeling a little better.

posted by littlemspickles on March 25, 2005 at 6:38 PM | link to this | reply

Mia,

I'm truly sorry for your mother's sadness and disrespectfulness of you.  I hope things start to get better soon.  God bless you.

posted by lovelyladymonk on March 25, 2005 at 2:48 PM | link to this | reply

Hi MiaElla.

I was a parasite according to my mother.

I have disowned her.

I hope your mother can begin respecting you. Maybe she was disrespected and crippled?  Over the phone may be the best way to be communicating latin  pronunciation and mecical definitions.

If yo go over will she give you and hug and beg forgiveness if you asked her not to be so free with her criticisms. Or would she become defensive and angry?

I hope peace comes back soon.

Like... NOW!!!  

Manboy

 

posted by man-boy on March 25, 2005 at 2:08 PM | link to this | reply

Mia
I will search for it, but I feel it is my obligation to inform you of the pure insanity on that tape. From flushing my head in the toilet, to me truck-bed surfing in the rain behind the big ol' Barnes and Noble bookstore (that activity delivered me directly to bruiseville). I fear the day my friend learns about uploading movies to the internet. The tape must be found.

posted by Unidentified_Hacker on March 25, 2005 at 1:33 PM | link to this | reply

littlemspickles
hey goddess...haven't talked to you in a while...thanks for stopping by

posted by MiaElla on March 25, 2005 at 1:32 PM | link to this | reply

Mia
Your mum was upset, don't knock yourself around too badly! Take care and make sure the toilet bowl is clean before you flush...

posted by littlemspickles on March 25, 2005 at 1:31 PM | link to this | reply

Uni,
Before you destroy it send a copy to me...I can use a good laugh...and I am reliable and honest, so I will therefore burn all evidence after the much chuckled viewing.

posted by MiaElla on March 25, 2005 at 1:27 PM | link to this | reply

Oh and by the way
I have flushed my head in the toilet. It's actually pretty funny. However, if I ever get the chance to dig through my friend's room, I'm destroying the video of it if I can find it.

posted by Unidentified_Hacker on March 25, 2005 at 1:22 PM | link to this | reply

Mia
I don't think some parents realize how much it stings to hear such things from them. My dad at one point called me "Aimless and without a prayer of making it". If he said it to me now I wouldn’t give a damn, but at that point I suppose I was closer to sanity. I do hope things start to return to the way they were soon. Until they do, you’ve got a whole slew of bloggers who are hoping and praying for you =)

posted by Unidentified_Hacker on March 25, 2005 at 1:20 PM | link to this | reply