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- Go to WHEN THESE THINGS CORRUPT ME, I JUST GOT TO LET IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehe, Thank you Passionflower
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 8, 2005 at 11:25 AM
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wow, really?, Oceandancer
Thank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 8, 2005 at 11:25 AM
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Thanks, kingmi
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 8, 2005 at 11:24 AM
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Thank you, DivineDiva
I just had a beautiful bath....
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 8, 2005 at 11:24 AM
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Thank you, EvaM
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 8, 2005 at 11:24 AM
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Thank you, jobella
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 8, 2005 at 11:23 AM
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ARGUS
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 8, 2005 at 11:23 AM
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Hey Girl!
Hope you're feeling better today. I'm sending plenty of well-wishes plus a bunch of ((((((HUGS)))))) and kisses *****OOOOOO*****.
posted by
Passionflower
on March 8, 2005 at 7:47 AM
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Hey, Symphony, you really are a great writer, you know.
posted by
Oceandancer
on March 8, 2005 at 6:01 AM
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Sym, It helps to have a higher power to let it go to!
posted by
kingmi
on March 7, 2005 at 7:07 PM
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Symph
The stars must be aligning in a mysterious way, we are all feeling this downward spiral I think. I'm trying to count my blessings, maybe this would help you too? I filled the tub with lavender bath salts, soaked until I was pruney 
and counted all the lovely things in my life.
The good thing is, even if the down feeling is still there, at least ya smell good .
posted by
DivineDiva
on March 7, 2005 at 6:04 PM
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So glad you are fighting back Symphony and winning.
God Bless You
Love
Eva
xxx
posted by
Eva.Moffat
on March 7, 2005 at 4:26 PM
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well....this writing is beautiful!! Touched my heart
posted by
jobella
on March 7, 2005 at 3:52 PM
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posted by
ARGUS
on March 7, 2005 at 3:29 PM
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I am ok...lovelyladymonk
I emailed you
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 2:08 PM
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Thank you Moondawg
I use to have depression very bad...but after analising my moods as I love to annalise everything...I worked out how to deal with them in my way...what might work for me , might not work for others....take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 2:07 PM
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Thank you Ben
I have been told that I write in dark form better...
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 2:06 PM
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you are very wise, mary_x
you are doing great....I am glad your doing so well
...yeah, I guess I have learnt a lot from a young age on how to deal with things..
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 2:05 PM
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How are you, Love?
Please e-mail me.
posted by
lovelyladymonk
on March 7, 2005 at 1:48 PM
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Hope things are really
brightenning for you. Been there done that and have lots of T shirts to prove it. Your attitude is good though, recognize what is going on and don't let it have control. Proud of you lady.
posted by
Moondawg
on March 7, 2005 at 1:45 PM
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Prose and poetry is beautifully done. The dark night of life has got to give way to the bright day of life.
Ben.
posted by
A-and-B
on March 7, 2005 at 1:45 PM
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Hiya Symphony,
You're ahead of the game to know yourself so well so young. I am taking care. I'm fighting my own dark moods with journaling, and prayer and letting peace and time show me where I made my mistakes and forgiving myself for them. Ciao bella!
posted by
Blanche.
on March 7, 2005 at 1:44 PM
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Thank you so much mary_x
thats a beautful comment....
....Take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 1:42 PM
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Symphony,
this is so beautful and true. When your heart just aches and is as fragile as glass, be gentle with yourself, treat yourself with extra TLC, with music or a bath or whatever works for you.
A broken heart doesn't show like a cast on a broken leg, so people don't see, but it hurts just as much. Healing comes from love and time, wisdom from endurance, and God's love. I am sending all my prayers for healing.
posted by
Blanche.
on March 7, 2005 at 1:39 PM
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Thanks for sharing, the-loanlady
yes, the weather has been awful, if it isn't snowing then there is rain and its so cold...I could freeze...I admit I am fed up with the days being the same...I cant wait for the summer to go out and enjoy it...it does make me feel more happier.....I need a holiday..
.in june..I am hoping to go away to a holiday home for 6 weeks...I really want it and need it...I also think my emotions are to do with my brother...he is no longer with us, yet it is his birthday tomorrow...I am going to the cemetry...so I guess thats draining too........Thank you for reading and following me on my dark journey
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 10:59 AM
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It's human nature to feel the lows at night the most. The dark can be consuming. Your writing about it is such a beautiful release and sharing. Has the weather been very grey during the days? When I lived in northern California we would get two months of Tule Fog which would really get me down. Every day was navy blue grey sky and damp to the tendons. I tried going to a tanning booth for the light, someone suggested that might work- but the best thing was to drive on a weekend to somewhere sunny.
posted by
the-loanlady
on March 7, 2005 at 10:56 AM
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Thank you so much, sassyass_64
yes, I feel much better now that I wrote it....
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 10:50 AM
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Sure, any time Symphony
We all have to face dark shadows once in awhile and it ain't so bad when others join you in that quest. I hope you feel better.
posted by
Sherri_G
on March 7, 2005 at 10:40 AM
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I couldn't agree more ,mstrump
Thank you for reading.....enjoy your day
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 10:36 AM
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even in the darkest of journeys...we breathe..and the sun comes out the next day....
posted by
mstrump
on March 7, 2005 at 10:34 AM
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Thank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 9:38 AM
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Sym, me too but you will get 2 emails coz my finger flew and landed on the send buttoin by mistake so i finished the email in the second one!
posted by
Tanoolicious
on March 7, 2005 at 9:27 AM
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me replied, Tanoolicious
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 9:18 AM
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Sym! You have mail from me again!
posted by
Tanoolicious
on March 7, 2005 at 9:15 AM
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im so happy for you sweetie!
posted by
Tanoolicious
on March 7, 2005 at 9:06 AM
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Thank you MerryAnne
love ya too, hope you get well soon...
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 9:03 AM
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Thanks, Tanoolicious
I am feeling better after reading so many posts....the dark mood is finally lifting...
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 9:02 AM
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Hang in there Symph
I'll be sending all my good (Non-germy) thoughts your way. Love ya!
posted by
MerryAnne
on March 7, 2005 at 8:19 AM
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hey dont apologize for worrying me... the fact is that if i wasnt worried it means I dont care about you and that aint true sistah!
........ im sure youre right about your mood because of your brothers birthday, im sorry sweetie
posted by
Tanoolicious
on March 7, 2005 at 8:04 AM
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Thank you, Ariala
I will be.....
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 6:50 AM
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Love you too, gypsyredhead33
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 6:49 AM
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Thank you poeticspoken
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 6:49 AM
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Thank you Tanoolicious
its ok, I am fine...I am just having a bad day...and a morbid day.....its my brothers birtday tomorrow and I am sure that is the problem....I be fine....please don't worry....these days get to me sometime...I just got to fight it thats all.......Thank you for your concern....I am sorry to have worried you..
posted by
_Symphony_
on March 7, 2005 at 6:49 AM
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Sym, you have 
posted by
Tanoolicious
on March 7, 2005 at 6:38 AM
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Symphony...hope you'll be okay soon...HUGS!
posted by
Ariala
on March 7, 2005 at 6:38 AM
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Love you symph!
posted by
RedHeadedGypsy
on March 7, 2005 at 6:35 AM
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posted by
poeticspoken
on March 7, 2005 at 6:31 AM
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{{{{hugs}}}} habibi, im here for you if you want to talk... alright??? Please take care, youre strong alright??? Im here
posted by
Tanoolicious
on March 7, 2005 at 6:26 AM
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