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The grass is always greener....

I'd love to be by myself and never have to deal with people. I've had too much of it over the years I guess.  If you are discontented in the job, maybe it's time to think about looking for something that you enjoy doing more. Nothing saps your energy and your joy like doing something you hate doing everyday. 

posted by word.smith on March 5, 2005 at 5:56 AM | link to this | reply

Hang in there Mia.

posted by Original_Influence on March 3, 2005 at 3:45 AM | link to this | reply

ah sweetie
you're so strong, to be able to feel, to process and share, though I can't comprehend what you're going through, I feel that it takes the most courage just to feel - hugs

posted by marzieh on March 3, 2005 at 1:59 AM | link to this | reply

Mia,
I feel badly for you...life sucks.....and it seems to always do so inspurts....I can not make you feel any better, I can only tell you that you have the right to feel badly......

posted by Original_Influence on March 2, 2005 at 7:11 PM | link to this | reply

I am with jobella - I have no words of comfort that wouldn't seem hollow and obligatory to me as I say them.  But I am thinking of you, and I mean that. 

posted by Holy_Grail on March 2, 2005 at 7:03 PM | link to this | reply

MIA
I always read your posts but feel helpless as to what to say (comment) I lost both my parents to cancer. I hope and pray you wont have to go through it especially after the sad loss of your brother. My thoughts and prayers are with you

posted by jobella on March 2, 2005 at 3:17 PM | link to this | reply

MiaElla - There are times in everyones life where it seems that we just hang on, as you put it, "auto pilot", as my son puts it, "in limbo".    Don't let go.   Don't give up.   Nothing lasts forever.   This too will pass.   When it is right for you, you will begin to live again because that is what your brother would want for you. 

posted by TAPS. on March 2, 2005 at 12:10 PM | link to this | reply

I am so sorry for all your troubles
 luck has got to be around the corner......take care...I be thinking of you

posted by _Symphony_ on March 2, 2005 at 12:07 PM | link to this | reply

I hope you get happier Miaella. I daydream about quitting my job but
in some funky way I'm caught up in the all or nothing nature of it.  Right now I do nothing.

posted by FreeManWalking on March 2, 2005 at 11:43 AM | link to this | reply

Mia,

I'll pray for your mother...and for you...I know it's hard to believe this right now, but the grief and sadness you feel will get better.

posted by lovelyladymonk on March 2, 2005 at 11:38 AM | link to this | reply

MiaElla--the best thing about many if not most jobs is payday.

posted by scriber on March 2, 2005 at 9:44 AM | link to this | reply

Mia, wow...I'm sorry to hear the potential of more bad news. Auto-pilot
works for me when there are no solutions in sight.

posted by Ariala on March 2, 2005 at 8:59 AM | link to this | reply

Mia
It does seem like you and I are in situations that are different on the outside but quite the same on the inside. While you are struggling with the loss of those around you, I am struggling with the loss of parts of myself. And we both have issues with our jobs. So hey, if you find that magic cure that makes it all better, you let me know, ok? I’ll pay some serious money to get my hands on it =P

Also just wanted to post this comment to let you know I’m still reading you. Every single day =).

posted by Unidentified_Hacker on March 2, 2005 at 8:58 AM | link to this | reply

gyp,
Warped and twisted sounds good, I'll aim for that...teehee

posted by MiaElla on March 2, 2005 at 8:52 AM | link to this | reply

Happy, sad, warped or twisted... write what you feel like.
It's your post.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on March 2, 2005 at 8:51 AM | link to this | reply

gyp,
Thanks you are sweet to keep reading me...one day I promise I will write a happy post.

posted by MiaElla on March 2, 2005 at 8:48 AM | link to this | reply

Mia...
Auto pilot is sometimes the only way to keep moving forward. Many warm wishes and hugs sent to you and yours.

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on March 2, 2005 at 8:46 AM | link to this | reply