Go to MY PERCEPTIVE REFLECTION!!
- Add a comment
- Go to PLEASE BLOGGERS, TELL ME WHEN THIS DAY IS GOING TO REALLY END.!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks Moondawg
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 2:27 PM
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Sounds like it wasn't
a good day at all. Maybe tomorrow will come out better.
posted by
Moondawg
on February 17, 2005 at 2:25 PM
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thank you so much for your wonderful comment the-loanlady
reading that gives me so much hope....my days never seem to end and I feel so tired all the time.....I cant wait to just look back to those days....thanks again for your great comment..
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 12:04 PM
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I remember vaguely almost five years ago when I first was seperated from " the monster". I had moved and started a new job location and was working so hard during the day to make a living to support the kids and myself in a new life alone. My Mom was a great help watching the children after school, but it also wore on me to somewhat come home and wait on her. She would be in my place and I would cook dinner and check on homework and try and sit and read with my youngest. Mom would go home, and then I felt this relief because I was on the home streach- tucking them into bed. Some nights I would fold laundry and wake up about three in the morning with folded clothes on my lap on the sofa. Some nights I took work home and would find myself in the same position with files spilling around. I would get up at 3 in the morning and take a bath. Floating in the tub was my only moment of peace. It passes and the time goes fast and everything heals and soon enough you will look back and see how wonderfully strong you are.
posted by
the-loanlady
on February 17, 2005 at 11:41 AM
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thanks MerryAnne
take care thanks for reading
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 10:49 AM
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hehehe MiaElla
I am soooooooooo tired
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 10:48 AM
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thanks ginnieb
I fitted it all in by not doing nothing for myself.....and not sitting down once!

....take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 10:48 AM
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thanks Tapsel-T
it has been a difficult day....I hope you got around to your stuff being done...take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 10:47 AM
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thank you so much Meriouma
sometimes things are ok...other times I find it difficult to cope...I think the main thing is grasping time for yourself....
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 10:46 AM
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thanks gypsyredhead33
yes shes going home tomorrow, and I took a quick shower instead...I could not wait to get on here...I bought myself a bottle of vodka....mum isn't drinking...she is relaxing......Hmmm lucky for some...LOL.....the children are settled in their room now...it is nearly 7pm......the day wants to hurry up and be over or I will pass out...LOL
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 10:45 AM
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thanks roofpig
I will check it in a bit....cant wait....better be good
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 10:43 AM
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thanks Tanoolicious
yes the older generation are much better
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 10:43 AM
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when I am a sleep, renigade3
it will be better
posted by
_Symphony_
on February 17, 2005 at 10:42 AM
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Oh Sweetie,
I'm sorry. I know that days like this can be a b*tch. Hang in there.
posted by
MerryAnne
on February 17, 2005 at 10:15 AM
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SYMPHONY
Listening to your day makes me tired...lol.
posted by
MiaElla
on February 17, 2005 at 10:08 AM
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Good heavens girl..slow down!!
Whoa..your blog exhausted me just reading about it! How did you fit all that in?? Bathe, sip some wine..unwind!! Good luck!
posted by
ginnieb
on February 17, 2005 at 9:39 AM
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SYMPH - I'm glad your day is not my day. That sounds like too much for me. I have some things to do that I don't really want to do but after reading your post here, my doesn't seem to bad. Take care of yourself.
posted by
TAPS.
on February 17, 2005 at 9:21 AM
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Symphony,
I don't know how you manage it all. And here I am still sitting here thinking, "ho-hum, what to do now...guess I better find a job and an apartment eventually." You make me want to get out there and JUST DO IT.
Believe it or not, even your rants are encouraging. Have that glass of wine and celebrate your independence. You deserve it.
posted by
myrrhage_
on February 17, 2005 at 9:05 AM
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Symph...
Girl, you're amazing. Now definitely do the glass of wine and a bubblebath tonight or you're going to wind up nuttier than a fruit cake. I kind of think mom going home might be a good idea if she's up to it. You have enough to deal with just taking care of the little ones.
posted by
RedHeadedGypsy
on February 17, 2005 at 9:00 AM
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Hey, I gave you an award... check out Blogging the Roofpig Way. :-)
posted by
roofpig
on February 17, 2005 at 8:58 AM
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Symphorella....

{{{BIG HUG}}} to you... you've had so much to deal with today... but its awesome that you went to see him... youre right... the older generation respect women more.. maybe we can talk tonight..... try to calm down
posted by
Tanoolicious
on February 17, 2005 at 8:57 AM
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Symph--Hope it gets better!
posted by
Renigade
on February 17, 2005 at 8:56 AM
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