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thank you so much for sharing offbeatpub

one day it will be my turn

posted by _Symphony_ on February 13, 2005 at 2:55 AM | link to this | reply

I did exactly that, just left, didn't look behind in the rear view mirror and to this day have no regrets. Well, maybe one, I should have done it sooner. Sometimes it is hard to "Break on through to the Otherside". Then again, maybe things will get better at home and you will feel different in the morning..

posted by Offy on February 12, 2005 at 5:37 PM | link to this | reply

thank you for sharing 1965stories

posted by _Symphony_ on February 12, 2005 at 3:56 AM | link to this | reply

thank you for sharing Frankenkitty
its great that you don't regret it

posted by _Symphony_ on February 12, 2005 at 3:55 AM | link to this | reply

See I left my country 15 years ago, I am happy and sad at times about this
It has it's own rhythm. So leave or live........but wish you good luck.......

posted by 1965stories on February 11, 2005 at 10:13 PM | link to this | reply

I ran away when I was 16
to the mountains with a hot guy. It was great fun. I came back, everything was ten times worse than when I left. It took my years to straighten things out, but I never regretted it. I don't suggest that behavior when children are involved. I was a very selfish teenager. Take care Symphony!

posted by Flumpystalls3000 on February 11, 2005 at 6:46 PM | link to this | reply

thanks lovelyladymonk
thanks reminded me for checking that out....once I know how long "Allo" ran for...I let you know...my mum is feeling much better...thanks for everything....take care

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 4:19 PM | link to this | reply

I know how you feel, love...Wish I could come back to the UK...I love it there....Next time though, to Scotland, Ireland, and Wales!!  Maybe we'll meet one day...BTW...Any idea how long 'ALLO, 'ALLO ran for?

Thinking of you...Have a great weekend...Hope your mum is feeling better...please e-mail me when you get a chance and keep me posted.

posted by lovelyladymonk on February 11, 2005 at 4:14 PM | link to this | reply

is anybody here that I have not read???????????????????????????

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 4:10 PM | link to this | reply

thanks Moondawg
for sharing....I am making that my goal to maybe tour the world in the future...yes your blogs are great..I love reading about your life

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 2:18 PM | link to this | reply

thanks for sharing....ARGUS
and thanks for the advice...they are very wise words...I do need to get to know myself first ....thanks.....

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 2:17 PM | link to this | reply

Yes I have just up and
left once in my life, but I'll save that story for a post someday. You read my blog about all the different places I've been and lived, it's great to get out and see things and try different ways of life, but there is something about where you grew up that is magnetic, at least for me. I went around in a big circle and wound up back about where I started. At least get out and visit some different places.

posted by Moondawg on February 11, 2005 at 2:15 PM | link to this | reply

Symphony, I've done it several times.

It's hard at the beginning, but gets better. I haven't had the urge to do it for about 20 yrs now because I like where I am------ between continents and between oceans.

But remember what Hemingway said on the subject: 'Wherever you go, you have to take your self along'. This implies you should know your self pretty well before you go.

posted by ARGUS on February 11, 2005 at 2:12 PM | link to this | reply

really scriber?
did you just up and leave and not think on it or was it a decision you came too?

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 1:29 PM | link to this | reply

Symp--I have done twice. may three.

 

posted by scriber on February 11, 2005 at 1:25 PM | link to this | reply

LOL...ladyofshalott maybe I should...

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 1:00 PM | link to this | reply

how funny!  You could take a big trip all the way across the world to New Mexico and visit me.  LOL

posted by ladyofshalott on February 11, 2005 at 12:56 PM | link to this | reply

wow really? ladyofshalott
thats incredible....I am a karoke entertainer.....wow this is weird because music is my first love....I never knew we had so much in common...LOL....wow

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 12:54 PM | link to this | reply

I forgot to say that "impossible"
is the song that I really relate too in the way of my ex husband.......

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 12:53 PM | link to this | reply

Well I'm a singer, It's my first love and music is really important to me.  And her stuff is raw and speaks to me.

posted by ladyofshalott on February 11, 2005 at 12:52 PM | link to this | reply

yes, ladyofshalott ....all great songs

wow its great to interact with somebody who gets what I get from songs...LOL...thank you so much for telling me

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 12:50 PM | link to this | reply

Alicia Keyes wrote that, But I lOVE it too.  ANd Beautiful of course, I need to listen to it everyday, it's my mantra.  Walk AWay Is my favorite though, and Keep on Singing My song

posted by ladyofshalott on February 11, 2005 at 12:48 PM | link to this | reply

I have many favouites ladyofshalott

like fighter, dirty, but I really like its impossible....hehehe as I was writing that, I was sinigng along...LOL

have you any favourites?

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 12:46 PM | link to this | reply

yep totally!

posted by ladyofshalott on February 11, 2005 at 12:44 PM | link to this | reply

ladyofshalott
thumbs up....wooooo hooooooo.....I didn't know anybody who likes her songs as much as me.....yay...now I do

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 12:43 PM | link to this | reply

No Symphony, I totally feel the same way.  I wore out the CD and had to get a new one.  She's the shit!

posted by ladyofshalott on February 11, 2005 at 12:40 PM | link to this | reply

thanks for the encouragement ladyofshalott
I love her too...especialy the album stripped.....I can relate to it so much.....she is an incredible singer and you get so much feeling....damn I am shutting up now...LOL

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 12:36 PM | link to this | reply

renigade3...
sounds like a tour....wish I had gone to least one place then I could feel a little better.....thanks for sharing

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 12:35 PM | link to this | reply

Tanoolicious
I really want it fixed too...because I had others on there that I added to chat...but now I lost all....I don't know who to contact to tell them?.....take care

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 12:34 PM | link to this | reply

I lOVE that song.  Well I love her in general.  It does the same thing to me too.  Do it!  Go try it! 

posted by ladyofshalott on February 11, 2005 at 12:17 PM | link to this | reply

I have a few times...Thailand, Germany, New Jersey...Wait a minute,
New Jersey was just a wrong turn...

posted by Renigade on February 11, 2005 at 12:09 PM | link to this | reply

In the summer its toooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hot to even walk to the car... you seriously suffocate from the heat... the best time would be now... the weather is a little cold but so very sunny...  but for the beach... i reccomend March, April and May 

I miss you so much too... I forgot to reply to your email... I wish you would fix your msn

posted by Tanoolicious on February 11, 2005 at 11:38 AM | link to this | reply

Tanoolicious

I would absoultly love to visit...I really would.....whens the best time for holiday makers

how are you??...I have missed you so much....

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 11:34 AM | link to this | reply

ThomasFranklin thank you so much for sharing

I feel like everybody is much braver than me....damn I want to do it ....but something stops me but I don't know if thats a reason or I am making up excuses for myself.....I guess I will never know maybe I should just look into doing and go and not look back....I don't know...but its such a beautiful dream.....take care

thanks for letting me know about your counter

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 11:33 AM | link to this | reply

Well my family upped and left my country coz of war.... im very used to living here.... you should come visit... I know you would live on the beach all year long!  and the beach is right behind my house.... a few minutes walk

posted by Tanoolicious on February 11, 2005 at 11:26 AM | link to this | reply

My blog also has a page reader and says 3.

posted by ThomasFranklin on February 11, 2005 at 11:23 AM | link to this | reply

Sure have. Packed our clothes, th4ew them in the car and rung up 60,000 in credit card bills. Now, I get to pay it off if I want to continue and be a part of society. Sometimes, I feel like gettting a boat and sailing away. Or, I wouldn't mind an island like Teds in the movie Captain Ron. Sometimes, I do feel like quiting but I guess that I'll hang in there for a little longer. And then if things don't change-the families outta here.

posted by ThomasFranklin on February 11, 2005 at 11:20 AM | link to this | reply

this blog is the only one thats changed MerryAnne
it says 5......so I guess 5 people have read me...right?......Hmmmm....strange

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 11:18 AM | link to this | reply

thanks for letting me know MayB

I will check your blogs out and sort the no readership

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 11:17 AM | link to this | reply

MayB
I'm not sure it's working yet... since I have comments on my blogs but "0" in my pages read... I wonder how that can happen... LOL!

posted by MerryAnne on February 11, 2005 at 11:16 AM | link to this | reply

i guess it means how many times that blog has been clicked on ... most of us don't need proof that we have no readers

posted by Azur on February 11, 2005 at 11:14 AM | link to this | reply

hehehe thanks for sharing MerryAnne
also thnaks for letting me no .....I will check your blog right now......thanks

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 11:13 AM | link to this | reply

ginnieb
thank you so much for sharing...I remember talking about this with you the other day......and I admire you also for doing that......I hope I do in the near future...I want that up and leave mode and hope to have no regrets...I have an old soul and I want nature, sun, and so on....

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 11:12 AM | link to this | reply

Yeah Symph -
I just posted on that... weird 8-O

posted by MerryAnne on February 11, 2005 at 11:09 AM | link to this | reply

thanks man-boy
although that sounds great...I dont know if I could adapt to the small space.....thanks for sharing though

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 11:08 AM | link to this | reply

HAS ANYBODY ELSES WRITE THING CHANGED?
when I click on write...it has an added feature telling me how much pages read....???????

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 11:07 AM | link to this | reply

My husband packed his bags
and took off for parts unknown and landed on my door step! I'm all for change but I don't know if I could leave my home town forever, maybe a few years though...

posted by MerryAnne on February 11, 2005 at 10:34 AM | link to this | reply

YoU aRe a doLL...love your photos
how do you get them into your blog...? You know the ones on the right hand side of the page? love dana

posted by mysteria on February 11, 2005 at 10:05 AM | link to this | reply

A simple life in a small beach house in Hawaii comes to mind!! I think we all dream of a different life

posted by jobella on February 11, 2005 at 9:34 AM | link to this | reply

Symphony, yes it is hard to do that! I did it, upped and left Canada for
a place in the sun, in Greece...it was hard, but in the end, no regrets...

posted by void-is on February 11, 2005 at 8:36 AM | link to this | reply

Great post!
I often had that feeling Symphony...many times over the years...and somehow I always knew that it would happen..that I wouldn't live my whole life in one place..felt it deep down...like maybe you are feeling now. And then, four years ago I left Canada when Steve was offered a job in the States...and although it's been hard..leaving family and friends...I think it's enriched all our lives. Change is a huge risk and although I ache for home sometimes the experience has made us all different people..more adaptable and in some ways more in tune to each other. Good luck Symph....if you want it..it just may happen someday!

posted by ginnieb on February 11, 2005 at 7:30 AM | link to this | reply

You could buy a caravan and become gypsys

travelling the UK with your little ones! Like your post!

  Take care! Manboy. 

posted by man-boy on February 11, 2005 at 7:03 AM | link to this | reply

sorry I meant to write

"happened"

all the good and bad thats "happened" makes you the person you are today

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 5:28 AM | link to this | reply

Dark_Dreamer
all the good and bad makes you the person you are today.......I can not wait to read you....wooo hooo

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 5:27 AM | link to this | reply

SYMPHONY....
Thanks Symphony .... I will start some of this writing soon ... Some of it is not all that fun however ... I had a few bad experiences along the way ... But ... I am still glad I had them ...

posted by Dark_Dreamer on February 11, 2005 at 5:23 AM | link to this | reply

wow...Dark_Dreamer ...you must have so much to share
so I will say....start from the very beginning and I will be with you each step of the way...reading

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 5:20 AM | link to this | reply

SYMPHONY....
you got it!  Now I wonder if I should start with the teen adventures first? Or should I skip those? Driving to Montreal, rolling car into ditch, thumbing the rest of the way to get picked up by a  transport driver .... and this goes on and on ... heehee

posted by Dark_Dreamer on February 11, 2005 at 5:18 AM | link to this | reply

yes please....go a head Dark_Dreamer
that would be great......and if you do...please let me know where I can find it

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 5:14 AM | link to this | reply

SYMPHONY ....
Hey! Maybe I should write about some ... Could be kinda fun ... Hmmmmm ....

posted by Dark_Dreamer on February 11, 2005 at 5:13 AM | link to this | reply

Dark_Dreamer
have you wrote about any?....I would be so interested to read some of your adventures

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 5:10 AM | link to this | reply

SYMPHONY ...
Anytime ... I have had my share of adventures that is for sure!

posted by Dark_Dreamer on February 11, 2005 at 5:08 AM | link to this | reply

yes...I get what you mean thecasualobserver

its always dull, misrable, cold and raining here in London...I would love to grab some sun.....

thank you for so much for sharing...I hope you get to your place of going soon.....take care

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 4:46 AM | link to this | reply

thanks for sharing Dark_Dreamer
sorry to have bombarded you with questions...I am just so curious.....hopefully one day my time will come for me to realisticley think about it....and I know just who to come to

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 4:44 AM | link to this | reply

Symphony
Iv'e lived in many parts of the US and Iv'e been feeling the need to move again lately. Just a wandering soul I guess. The grass is always greener on the other side, especially if you reside in the snow covered state of Michigan.

posted by thecasualobserver on February 11, 2005 at 4:44 AM | link to this | reply

thats great word.smith
its nice when you feel happy where you are....I hope things get better there for you....take care and thnaks for reading and sharing

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 4:42 AM | link to this | reply

SYMPHONY...
I started all this moving around in my teens. I started taking buses across the country to visit family and friends ~ I just simply started traveling further and further. I must take after my grandmother. When she was alive, she was very much a wandering soul. She just went everywhere. Some of my wanderings may have been me running away at times though ...running away to think ...

posted by Dark_Dreamer on February 11, 2005 at 4:30 AM | link to this | reply

Nah, wouldn't think of it.
My island is great. I just wish we'd stop killing each other.

posted by word.smith on February 11, 2005 at 4:19 AM | link to this | reply

Dark_Dreamer...you are great
what made you do it?...did something click?...or did you just go and not think about it......sorry for all the questions...but its something that I so want to do but ...well....you know.......

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 4:15 AM | link to this | reply

SYMPHONY ...
The story of my life ... I never hear the end of it from my family when I do see them ... I up and moved to South America, Africa, Europe and all over Canada ... I wouldn't have it any other way ... I don't have children though and when I finally do, things will have to settle down for a while anyway ... and I still need to spend some time in Australia ...

posted by Dark_Dreamer on February 11, 2005 at 4:11 AM | link to this | reply

MarleyZiggens

I would say utterly free....although I bet his wife thought differently

how I would love to do that..up and go with nothing to worry or think about......I think if I didn't think (LOL) about it...then I would most likely just go.....but thinking on it makes me dwell on things and then it puts me off

good for you for getting up and going...I admire people like you....I really do......

one day maybe I can take a leaf from your book and do it too.......thanks for sharing

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 3:19 AM | link to this | reply

yes thats true, Ann
if I look into some then I can choose which I would like to go...but your right....its better to tour first....before drastic decisions....

posted by _Symphony_ on February 11, 2005 at 3:16 AM | link to this | reply

damn the torpedos, buy the ticket, take the ride

I left, I decieded to move to England and moved in 6 months.  Then again I'm a single male, not many roots, no responsibilities...  I've heard of many cases where people will genuinely up and leave, something snaps in their heads, releasing that nomadic chemical that drives us all somewhere.  A doctor who left his wife and kids enough money to survive for a while, disappeared for 6 months without telling anyone where he went,  he lived in central park in New York as a homeless beggar, then decieded to go home again, picked up his life where he left off.  weird or ultimately free?

posted by MarleyZiggens on February 11, 2005 at 3:15 AM | link to this | reply

Any sudden move is risky. Try those overseas tours. Find out about the different countries before you jump into hot soup.

Ann. 

posted by A-and-B on February 11, 2005 at 2:57 AM | link to this | reply