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thank you scriber

thats a wonderful thing to say.....I have been batterling with my own head for a few hours over this and thought it may be a lie...but he did sound different..happy maybe!...but I know...I acted out..so can he

argh.....

posted by _Symphony_ on January 7, 2005 at 1:17 PM | link to this | reply

Symp--he might just be pulling your chain; rest assured he can't replace
you.  He may get someone else, but not your equal.   love scriber

posted by scriber on January 7, 2005 at 1:13 PM | link to this | reply

Ben...thats what I have said to myself...she is welcome to him....but I just cant seem to shake that hurting numb feeling...I cant even explain it...as I never ever would have got back witrh him

the only answer I have is...that I am jealous that I have not moved on....I like to really take a good look at myself when I feel things thatI cant control ......I got to be honest with myself...I must be jealous....argh no I am not...why should I be?...

posted by _Symphony_ on January 7, 2005 at 12:58 PM | link to this | reply

Don't fret, the feelings will pass.

She should be welcome to him

as you already know his faults.

Diverge your attention to more

positive pursuits.

Ben.

 

 

posted by A-and-B on January 7, 2005 at 12:54 PM | link to this | reply

thank you KlaraRoberts
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posted by _Symphony_ on January 7, 2005 at 12:43 PM | link to this | reply

thanks WHAMENATOR

posted by _Symphony_ on January 7, 2005 at 12:43 PM | link to this | reply

lol...Tapsel-T thanks for making me laugh

I will get reading

thanks for putting it like that it made sense I guess

posted by _Symphony_ on January 7, 2005 at 12:42 PM | link to this | reply

It's just hard to let go completely. At first. It gets easier with time.
Give yourself the time. This will pass, trust me.

posted by KlaraRoberts on January 7, 2005 at 12:26 PM | link to this | reply

SYMPHONY..........

I had really loved my asshole ex-, and been outstandingly good to him, so when he called me, though I wanted nothing to do with him, and then I ran into him, and I saw the ravenous look in his eyes......yes, it felt good!  I was loving the fact that he was dwelling upon what a Good Woman he had lost.  Ain't nothing wrong with it, Girl.

Be done with him, but gloat in the fact that he is missing you and can never have you again! 

posted by WHAMENATOR on January 7, 2005 at 12:08 PM | link to this | reply

SYMPHONY, we are such complex creatures.   Our emotions are diverse and they are all mixed up together like a big pot of soup.  You stir the soup and different ingredients pop to the surface.   All of the ingredients of your life will be in that soup for the rest of your life.   The heavier ingredients will sink to the bottom out of sight but they will still be there waiting to be stirred so they can pop up again.    Just try to get your mind on something inspirational or interesting (like all my blog posts LOL) and give yourself some time.  The soup will settle again.

posted by TAPS. on January 7, 2005 at 12:05 PM | link to this | reply

thanks MerryAnne
I wish that could somehow heal how I felt....

posted by _Symphony_ on January 7, 2005 at 12:02 PM | link to this | reply

I know gypsyredhead33
I told myself that a million times..he is a git...I just wish it didn't affect me

posted by _Symphony_ on January 7, 2005 at 12:02 PM | link to this | reply

I know how you feel,
This is difficult. You deserve a better man then him no matter what.

posted by MerryAnne on January 7, 2005 at 11:59 AM | link to this | reply

Symph..
It's natural to hurt. But this guy is fucked up and you're better off than the chick he's latched onto now. To say it in english terms. He's a git! 

posted by RedHeadedGypsy on January 7, 2005 at 11:57 AM | link to this | reply