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Not Demonic....

I emailed you before reading this post. I really don't think it is demonic at all, it just feels that way.

It's because of the stress and this being so hard to deal with. It may seem a bit strange or supernatural if you think your daughter can see or know things that others cannot, but you have to consider that she(your real daughter, trapped beneath the illness) is in her own mind somewhere, and the mind is a powerful thing and if we stay there long enough we kind of get "extra intuition". At least that's how I feel.

I had a rough childhood and spent a lot of my time alone to think, and I didn't talk, so mostly I sat back and watched people, this gave me a sense about people, their feelings...and kinda how they are thinking, things that other people can't see. I feel it's simply because they never had the time to just sit back and think. Your daughter is in there somewhere...thinking. She just has to be. Maybe this is the only comfort she has in a nightmare.

I would say you are doing incredibly well under the circumstances. It really helps to think posative, as hard as it seems. I was able to do it for a while and it helped during that time.

Take Care

posted by Afzal_Sunny7 on November 24, 2004 at 9:10 PM | link to this | reply

Make2short...
The imagery you use is beautiful.  Indeed, we are in God's hands. Sometimes, as odd as it sounds, I forget.  

posted by word.smith on November 24, 2004 at 6:10 PM | link to this | reply