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WHAMENATOR
thank you ever so much for your wonderful comment....I read it over and over because it makes sense......thank you so much for that.....you are a wonderful friend
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 12, 2004 at 10:25 AM
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Symphony, you don't know. You just have to follow your heart, but you also
need to learn to hear and to listen to your inner voice, which I am convinced is the whisperings of our Guardian Angel, sorta like Jimney Cricket, only much more profound. And you have to be brave enough to take a chance. And you don't know, until retrospect! Hindsight is 20/20.
I am learning when to leap and when not to, I am learning to be assertive, and learning that if I learned and grew and enjoyed and loved and laughed, and then things faltered, the pain would be worth the pleasure. Plus side to being not the marrying type!
No question that I know how to party and I like to have fun, but I will tell you a secret: I wish I could find Real Love! I want a man that my entire being wants to spoil, on every level. That is my unfulfilled Fantasy, because most of my sexual ones seem to get met! 
"But if you can't be with the one you love, Honey, love the one you are with!" (from a song...called Love the One You're With!"
I did not mean to turn my comment into a mini-blog. But I really care, Max!
posted by
WHAMENATOR
on November 12, 2004 at 10:09 AM
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Thankyou Sym!!!!!!
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 12, 2004 at 9:52 AM
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SKY5.........you sound like me
hope you are ok?........take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 12, 2004 at 9:51 AM
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tbgroucho your such a sweetie
thank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 12, 2004 at 9:50 AM
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Tapsel-T
thank you so much
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 12, 2004 at 9:50 AM
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mary_x
thank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 12, 2004 at 9:50 AM
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Tanoolicious
thats a great smily
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 12, 2004 at 9:49 AM
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sometimes love is pain, if love turns pain, there is no meaning, better off
be alone........
posted by
Star5_
on November 12, 2004 at 9:26 AM
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maxine
keep developing your self-love. You're still working on that. We know you're a great person, but you still don't know. Everything else flows from that.
tg
posted by
tbgroucho
on November 11, 2004 at 10:12 PM
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Just don't completely close your mind to love. It might take you by surprise one day.
posted by
TAPS.
on November 11, 2004 at 6:03 PM
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No, I don't think that it's a fairy tale to find love: warm, comfy, accepting love. It'll happen when it happens. The only thing I can say is throw out the lists of the "perfect" man and stay open to the imperfect.
posted by
Blanche.
on November 11, 2004 at 6:01 PM
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Thanks Sym!!!!
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 3:35 PM
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posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 3:28 PM
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oh no, you didnt get my email yet? that sucks... i sent it from my yahoo mail and not hotmail coz each time i send it from hotmail, a few days later i get an email saying the following email is delayed... arfhhh!
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 3:27 PM
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Tanoolicious..............lol
thats how we speak...we referre everyone as young lady...or mrs........hehehehe
our clocks went back not so long ago.......
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 3:27 PM
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oooooh so its still 4 hours GMT for us!! okies.... oooh ok good night from now... i cant even lay down, my head is pounding so bad.,.... i dont feel so good
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 3:26 PM
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damn Tanoolicious
I have not got it yet!
I am going to go bed soon...it is now 11.30pm here...............enjoy your day off....................take care....I be here for a little bit....but I will say goodnight now! 
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 3:25 PM
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Young lady? hahahah youre barely older than me!! And isnt it like 12:20 am for you? We're 4 hours ahead or is it 3 hours now?? Its 3:20 am here heeeheee.
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 3:22 PM
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Sym!! I emailed you and told u i aint got work tommorow heeheee
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 3:22 PM
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Tanoolicious........wow
shouldn't you be in bed young lady!..........lol
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 3:15 PM
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MariVye ...thank you so much for your kind words
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 3:14 PM
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me too!! Well i had my dinner and got some fruity jelly gummy thingies and theyre YUM!! hehehe the weather just got a little CHILLY ALREADY!! WOOHOO!! ok maybe it was chilly coz it was almsot 2 am when i left home HAHAAHA!!!
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 3:08 PM
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I know what you mean - I also wonder if my best is enough - but if it is truly your BEST - it will HAVE TO BE enough, right!?
You are doing great - don't let anyone tell you different.
posted by
MariVye
on November 11, 2004 at 3:07 PM
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Tanoolicious
sound very good to me!
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 3:06 PM
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MariVye
thank you so much......I do my best...but sometimes wonder is that enough......
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 3:05 PM
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Hollee, never tried it... I prefer Vodka redbull
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 3:03 PM
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Sym!!! How about the drink in the pool? hehhehehee
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 3:02 PM
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Symphony - don't rush things - focus on you and your beautiful kids.... do things that make the three of you happy.
posted by
MariVye
on November 11, 2004 at 3:02 PM
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Tanoo - Vodka - Ice cold Grey Goose Bloody Mary? Yum!
posted by
Hollee
on November 11, 2004 at 3:01 PM
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MerryAnne
yes there is......................I am happy alone I think.....I just hope it continues
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 3:00 PM
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Tanoolicious..............yay.....................lets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
this way?
or this.................................lol 
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:59 PM
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I have said this before...
there are worse things than being alone....
posted by
MerryAnne
on November 11, 2004 at 2:58 PM
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drown the past in vodka!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 2:56 PM
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jollyjeff.....thanks ....I guess so
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:46 PM
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Maybe you are better off alone right now
but it won't always be that way. Feelings change.
posted by
jollyjeff
on November 11, 2004 at 2:44 PM
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WHAMENATOR
THANK YOU!
but how do you know...........................?
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:36 PM
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Ca88andra ......lol............thanks
but I think I felt better with things when I had no love at all
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:35 PM
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SYMPHONY, this is an excerpt from one of my posts...
But how do you know he is Mr. Right, until you give him a chance to prove that he is not Mr. Wrong? How do you know that what you have is not love, until you actually, truly discover real love, to know that every thing you have ever known before wasn't really IT? But then how do you know that IT is the real deal...because it might feel as right as all of the past deceptions?
Wham
posted by
WHAMENATOR
on November 11, 2004 at 2:34 PM
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Who wants love? hmmmm practically everyone I would say! Love in some form or the other. You'll be fine Symphony, maybe some alone time will sort things out for you.
posted by
Ca88andra
on November 11, 2004 at 2:32 PM
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scriber ...thank you.................but I think that only happens
in story's
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:26 PM
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you will find someone; hopefully the right one.
posted by
scriber
on November 11, 2004 at 2:25 PM
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Hollee
I guess so..............but I suppose I am fed up with being alone...but yet I don't want a relastionship and I don't want to sleep around................I don't know what I want....................so for now I will be lonley ...just flirting......right now...I don't think I will ever be ready for a relatioship............
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:24 PM
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mary_x you have a wonderful happy ending.......
so do you think that one day I might find that RIGHT ONE....or is it farytales?
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:22 PM
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Symph - alone is not always bad - I enjoy it - and am lookig forward to it
again. Loneliness is a whole different kettle of fish though. Life without love is lonely, yes?
posted by
Hollee
on November 11, 2004 at 2:22 PM
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Oh, Symphony, I know exactly what you mean about men morphing into the man before. I was disgusted with myself for picking them, and falling into the same roles, over and over again. With my boyfriend now, we've talked about it, that we wouldn't have been ready for each other 5 or 10 years ago, because our personalities wouldn't have mellowed and we hadn't gone through everything we have to make us appreciate us the way we are. Thank God, he finally showed up, because I had just about given up hope of finding a man who would accept me as I am, and treat me gently and respectfully.
posted by
Blanche.
on November 11, 2004 at 2:18 PM
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WHAMENATOR
and I think YOU ARE RIGHT!...........I love flirting...its great fun....I just don't want the real thing ANYMORE..................hehehe
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:17 PM
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KlaraRoberts ....thank you
....I guess your right....
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:16 PM
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LOL.....Tanoolicious....THANKS FOR THE CORRECTION..........HEHEHE
yes all I need is a laugh with you and a big bottle of vodka with red bull..........
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 11, 2004 at 2:15 PM
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SYMPHONY...a Brilliant Lover can be a pretty wonderful diverson!
posted by
WHAMENATOR
on November 11, 2004 at 2:14 PM
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At any age, it's grueling, Symph. I think society has changed overall.
posted by
KlaraRoberts
on November 11, 2004 at 2:10 PM
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Max i think you mean "Once bitten twice shy?" it means that someone who has been hurt or has messed up will be more careful next time...
Your post is the story of my life too.... we dont need them, you have me and a bottle of vodka HAHAHA! 
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 11, 2004 at 2:06 PM
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