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beachbelle thank you so much for saying that!
I admit...when I posted this...I felt a little regret thinking people may judge me for the past and so on...and it just goes to show you that others are not so closed mined after all, I have been through a lot...but I never really go on about it, I just get on with it, times were very tough and sometimes they still are.....but I know that through all my mistakes and all my experiences ...I sure have moulded the person I ought to be.....it is now time to let her emerge into the real world..................I know she can face it
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_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 2:49 PM
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Symphony
That is an incredible achievement I believe when so many go through life and never find the courage to go it alone. You are the winner in all of this. I am so pleased for you.
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beachbelle
on November 10, 2004 at 2:43 PM
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Melodystar
you are so kind and thoughtful...thank you ever so much for all your kind words and support....take care...and I hope you are doing better.............
take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 1:05 PM
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That s great to be able to start to see yourself again. What a beautiful person you are! Take care and I wish you all the luck and happiness you deserve.
posted by
Melodystar
on November 10, 2004 at 12:45 PM
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Tanoolicious
lol................lets dance and cheer up.........hehehehe
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 11:38 AM
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oh Sym you know what? Im sitting here bawling coz you are 
............. youre MOST welcome sweetie 
**HUGS**
HEHEHE us nutters are in tears 
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Tanoolicious
on November 10, 2004 at 11:19 AM
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Tanoolicious ...that is such a beautiful thing to say
now you have made me cry ....you are the most wonderful friend a girl could have ever asked for....thank you so much for your kind words and your friendship and everything...thank you for being there for me!.... sister!
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 11:07 AM
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**Hugs** to you sweetie, with all honesty after all you have been through I cant help but say that i dont think i know a stronger person..... honestly, just because you feel low sometimes it foesnt mean that you think you cant go on or anything.... think of how far you have come and you did most of it by yourself.... what does this tell you?? I see a fantastic person and a very rare friend im very proud to call my other sister..... Love you loads Symph and im always here for you
posted by
Tanoolicious
on November 10, 2004 at 10:54 AM
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word.smith
thank you so much for reading.......
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 10:53 AM
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Aaawww...Good for you Symphony.
You are one strong, resourceful woman to have made it this far.
posted by
word.smith
on November 10, 2004 at 10:36 AM
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David1Spirit
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 10:16 AM
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But a lot has happened to you
You had much more to deal with than I ever had. Or many other people too!
Your a toughie, like I said! 
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David1Spirit
on November 10, 2004 at 10:13 AM
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David1Spirit
thank you.....there has been times I could have given up...not sure why I didn't.........thank you for your support.................and for reading.........take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 10:11 AM
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tremacc
thank you so much for reading,.... I don't think I have heard of it......what actually is it..........thanks
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 10:10 AM
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Symphony
You are a tough one! Many others would have given up. You go girl!
posted by
David1Spirit
on November 10, 2004 at 10:08 AM
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Oh, Symphony.................
You are stronger than you know, I am not sure that I could have survived all of that.
You definitely have a purpose for being here.
Anyway, have you ever heard of Bach Flower Therapy, flower essences? I think you might appreciate that.
posted by
Tremac
on November 10, 2004 at 9:59 AM
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MariVye
thank you ever so much for your encouragement and support.......
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 9:56 AM
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Symphony - all the best to you. I admire your courage. You are beautiful. You have my full support.
posted by
MariVye
on November 10, 2004 at 9:54 AM
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poeticspoken
thank you so much for handing it down to me
....it makes perfect sense your friend must be very wise............thank you ever so much for everything.......all the best
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_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 9:44 AM
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thank you roofpig13
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 9:43 AM
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SYMPHONY,
Good luck in getting better. It looks like your on the right path now. My friend always reminds me, "Be patient and take things day by day. You'll see, you will persevere." So I'm handing this down from one friend to another. Take care,
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poeticspoken
on November 10, 2004 at 9:33 AM
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:::hugs:::
posted by
roofpig
on November 10, 2004 at 9:32 AM
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poeticspoken
thank you so much for reading, thnak you for understanding, I agree it is defiently a mask!
I have been on a few different tablets and I also tried some herbal ones, but I cant say that the herbal ones worked very much, the indian doctor sounds good though.
but I am going to see how well I do without medication!
thank you so much for everything...........enjoy your day....take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 9:20 AM
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thank you Rachelanna, yes it is a big step
but after thinking so much on it and realising that these tablets hold me back from living my life....I had to do something..........what you say about your car....I have done some things simular.....I look at these things now with madness but this time 2 months ago it would have been normal.......lol
thank you so much for your encouragment, I know that if I did desperatly need them then I would not be stupid enough to stay clear of them, but find something else , but I am hoping I can be without them, I know that my brothers death annivasiry is coming up, but I am going to do my best in being strong.
thank you for letting me know that fact too....as it is a good thing to keep in the back of my mind, just in case!
take care and thank you for reading when it was so long.................take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on November 10, 2004 at 9:17 AM
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That is quite a lifetime story of pain.
I have been going through a lot of depression, stress, emotional related issues too. Before it all started, I stopped going to doctors because I ddin't find them very helpful. They don't try to fix the problem, they just mask it with medication. Instead I've tried to find alternative methods, Chinese herbs but that didn't work out too well. For the past year I have been seeing an Indian Doctor, who practices Auyrvedic Medicine. It's an all natural approach.
Have you ever tried alternative medicine?
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poeticspoken
on November 10, 2004 at 9:02 AM
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That's a big step...
And I know what you mean when you say felt numb on them. When I was on them a few years back I totaled my car. I literally got out my car, shrugged, and started to walk home. I was just going to LEAVE my car in the middle of the road and go home. I just figured, "I'll buy a new one." What?!
But...
I want to remind you that should you feel you need something again in the future there is nothing wrong with that. Perhaps you should try another drug. The one I was on most recently, after I had Riley, was much better. It was me, just with controllable depression and anxiety. Nothing wrong with getting help from medication, you just have to make sure it is the right medication for you. There is a medication out there that won't make you feel numb.
Good luck on this journey, but to be too proud to get help if you need it. Remember, only the most intelligent people seek psychological help in the way of counseling and meds--that's a fact.
posted by
RachelAnna
on November 10, 2004 at 9:00 AM
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