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EccentricShock
thank you
yes thats a great way of putting it "not everybody has to meet her"
thank you so much for that...........take care
I hope you are well
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 27, 2004 at 2:47 PM
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symphony, there are many personalities we all have that we get out at certain times; it is the way of society. Find the real you and pleasure in her, but not everyone gets to meet her
posted by
EccentricShock
on September 27, 2004 at 2:42 PM
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MariVye
thank you so much for reading and all your encouragement
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 27, 2004 at 10:46 AM
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jamryn
thank you ever so much, that makes perfect sense....that is what I should defiently do...........thank you...I am going to write down everything I have ever dreamed of and at first I will reach the possibles not the impossibles.....I suppose confidence don't just come overnight...you have to work at it like everything else
thank you..........take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 27, 2004 at 10:45 AM
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Original_Influence
thank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 27, 2004 at 10:43 AM
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neamer
thank you ever so much for your comment.....I think you have it spot on...because I am looking for God and I am trying to understand all about him to find him and fill what is missing then hopefully everything will fall in to place........I dont' know if thats true but if I don't try I will never know................thank you so much for taking the time to comment me...you are wonderful..............take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 27, 2004 at 10:42 AM
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thebuxomwench
thank you for being so kind, you are wonderful, take care and thanks for everything
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 27, 2004 at 10:39 AM
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tremacc
thank you for reading
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 27, 2004 at 10:39 AM
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tbgroucho
hope you are ok.....take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 27, 2004 at 10:38 AM
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kingmi
thank you...you are very sweet..........take care and thanks for reading
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 27, 2004 at 10:38 AM
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Symphony - hang in there girlfriend... you are very special and you have a lot of fight and hope in you - don't let go of that. Love those kids up real good today ~
posted by
MariVye
on September 27, 2004 at 9:38 AM
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Greedy is good
Keep on screeming for what you want - for both your children and yourself. RachelAnne and Neamer had veary good comments. As for that bubble around you - eather keep it or break it yourself - just know there is more than rejection out there. There is also ton's of people waiting with open hands to help you get what you want.
How do you figer out what that is? You - allready know. It's in your iner most dreams and desires. Project yourself and your children - 5 or 10 years into the future. How old will you be? How old will the children be? What would you like to see be happening at that time? Find it? Write it down. Now you have a direction to move toward.
How do you get there? One step at a time. Map out on paper - what you would need to do to have achieved that desier. Break it down to bite sizr peaces. 10 years to 5 years to 30 months to 15 months to 30 weeks to 15 weeks to 53 days to 26 days to 13 days to 84 hours to 42 hours to 21 hours to 10 and a half hours to ......( sound rediculous? not realy )and so on and so on. Each step of the way - figuer out whay you need to do to move you and your children closer to that end result.
posted by
jamryn
on September 27, 2004 at 6:43 AM
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Hi symphony,
Try and have a good daY today!!!
posted by
Original_Influence
on September 27, 2004 at 3:46 AM
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This sounds a tad more than just a bad hair day
I pray that I am wrong about that.I hope your wont mind me putting my two cents in here.
We seem wired to focus on two things: 1)The business of our everyday living, which you so eloquently described, and 2) The emptiness that we experience when we have moments not occupied by the "busy-ness" of our day/week/month/year ... our whole live; past,present and future.
Blaize Pascal said that "Man is created in a huge hole in his soul that yearns to be filled ... so large, that only God can fill it" A good many of us (me too) spend a great deal of our time/life trying to fill that emptiness with everything else but God. Therein lies the problem. Am I being overly simplistic? Perhaps, but, then again, the most profound truths are the most simple ones.
Ecclesiastes 3
10 I have seen the burden God has laid on men. 11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. 12 I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live.
God created us with the hole in our soul that only He can fill. We yearn to fill it. He years even more to fill it with His Love. We must chose for him to fill it of our own free will ... without free will, love is impossible. His will is for us to experience His Love and the even greater Joy and Glory of loving Him ... for all of eternity.
OK, OK ... That was more than two cents. Thanks for listening. God Bless.
posted by
neamer
on September 26, 2004 at 10:31 PM
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Awwww honey, I understand how hard it is to feel this way ...
but,
really, you ARE something very special indeed and I wish I could wave a magic-Wenchy wand to make you believe it, too :) xxxxx
posted by
Moohahaha
on September 26, 2004 at 9:06 PM
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posted by
Tremac
on September 26, 2004 at 8:05 PM
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symphony
tg
posted by
tbgroucho
on September 26, 2004 at 7:53 PM
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Symphony
I think you are a pretty great person now. Just breathe and enjoy life. Easy for me to say, I'm 53.
Mike
posted by
kingmi
on September 26, 2004 at 6:53 PM
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SYMPHONY
Pleasant dreams!!!!!!!
posted by
WHAMENATOR
on September 26, 2004 at 3:33 PM
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WHAMENATOR
good night whammie................have a nice day or night...take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 26, 2004 at 3:28 PM
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well I must go and get some sleep now
it is 11.30pm and I have an early start...I will be on line about noon my time..tomorrow..............take care and enjoy your night
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 26, 2004 at 3:28 PM
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Hi, Max!!!!
posted by
WHAMENATOR
on September 26, 2004 at 3:27 PM
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Gheeghee
I am sure I will....too......thank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 26, 2004 at 3:10 PM
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Symphony.....
hi hon take care~you'll figure it out.
posted by
Gheeghee
on September 26, 2004 at 3:07 PM
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RachelAnna
thank you for everything and thank you for making sense of my messed up brain................YOU are very wise in my eyes...lol.....ok not eyes but I am sure you know what I mean
thank you for making me feel better......some times I hide how I feel and get myself so frustrated that everything that bothers me comes flying out
again thanks for everything and listening to me rant
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 26, 2004 at 3:03 PM
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LOL!
Wise? I dunno about that. Just learned it on my own through the same mistakes. And, it's easier said than done. :)
posted by
RachelAnna
on September 26, 2004 at 2:59 PM
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RachelAnna
of course you are right again...thanks for the compliment and the kick up the ass, your good at that!...I suppose nobody is really confident they just get on with it..like life..huh?
if I spent less time thinking about it and start doing it and living it..maybe I would not have to blame everything and justifye everything......huh?
wow symphony that really makes sense why could I not tell myself this before?
because you needed somebody wise like Rachelanna to point out what is the truth....
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 26, 2004 at 2:58 PM
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It's easy to find things to blame...
But really, why try to explain yourself away like this?
Who cares that you got pregnant early?
Who cares that you got married early?
Who cares about all that stuff? While it has changed the course of your life, it has also made you into the wonderful person you are. You can't forget about that. So, my suggestion, is stop trying to find blame for things. They just are, you don't need a reason for them. It's easier said than done, but it's what works. You don't need to keep justifying why you do things or don't do things. Just start doing them!!
Confident? Me? Hardly. But I try. That's all I can do, right?
posted by
RachelAnna
on September 26, 2004 at 2:53 PM
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hugz_n_kisses
thank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 26, 2004 at 2:43 PM
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RachelAnna
this is great advice...I just wish I was as confident as you, because every day I think I really want to do that but there is always something I blame for holding me back...when I should be blaming myself...I cant get grip of taking control of my life and doing whatever I please with it
I so know what you mean about "real life" I suppose I am still waiting for it...false promises huh? but it is so annoying because I am always blaming my getting pregnant my getting married young and my getting with the wrong types, I know the problems yet I can't seem to over come them
I have no idea how to make myself a better person and get out there and grasp that thing that I am yearning for
I suppose it would be so easier if I knew just what it is I am looking for
thanks for listening....you are great.......take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 26, 2004 at 2:42 PM
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its great sweetie this connection cause i always feel what youre saying too xoxoxoxoxoxox
posted by
hugz_n_kisses
on September 26, 2004 at 2:37 PM
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I think this is completely normal...
At the age we're at it's normal to question things about what you want from life, wondering if you'll get what you expect, and even wondering if you're expecting the appropriate things.
I guess the thing I have struggled with is that I was always waiting for the "real world" to take it's hold, and finally I realized there is no "real world" that "they" were talking about. I've been living in the "real world" all this time, and it's nothing special, nothing different.
It is what you make of it. So, if today you feel like doing one thing, then do it! Tomorrow another? Who cares! Do that, too. I've just realized that when it comes down to it, I am the only one I have to answer to. It's my time, and if I make mistakes or seem to waste it, oh well, lesson learned.
Just try to enjoy today for what it is, if you're not happy at the end of today, decide how you can do just one thing tomorrow to make it better. Sounds cheesy, but it works for me.
posted by
RachelAnna
on September 26, 2004 at 2:35 PM
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hugz_n_kisses
I am sorry you understand but I am not surprised really either....because when I read you...I feel what you are saying..theres a connection there........two depressive people trying to find out what it is they really want..from life..
posted by
_Symphony_
on September 26, 2004 at 2:31 PM
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wondering about yourself has its charm,i worry all the time xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
posted by
hugz_n_kisses
on September 26, 2004 at 2:29 PM
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