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katray
thank you so much for your understanding...............it was indeed very hard to write.............I hope in time it washes it all away, thank you so much for reading and comenting...........you are wonderful...........take care and thank you once again
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 18, 2004 at 5:33 AM
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I am so sorry you had to suffer like this Symphony
People who do this to young children are filth that ooze up from the depths of the underworld. Evil. You have nothing to be ashamed of or apologetic about. Understand these monsters want you to carry their burden of guilt. Good you spoke out and revealed him for the subhuman he is. I realize how hard it was to write this, but now hopefully you have freed your spirit from the burden. *Hugs* Take care; I love your heartfelt writing and sharing.
posted by
Katray2
on August 18, 2004 at 5:30 AM
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Ca88andra
thank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 18, 2004 at 4:35 AM
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Laughlines
I do feel safe here...........thank you for reading and commenting...............take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 18, 2004 at 4:35 AM
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jimmy68
thank you so much for your wonderful comment..............I wish they could hang them or something. thank you so much for reading and commenting and sharing with me..................you are great
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 18, 2004 at 4:34 AM
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tbgroucho
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 18, 2004 at 4:33 AM
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StrickGold
I have
I am a survivor............but I meant to be writing about it to wash it away
although right now that is not working.........because I don't feel any better at all...............anyway thanks for reading and commenting...............but I am no longer his victim
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 18, 2004 at 4:32 AM
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jamryn
thank you so much for the suggestion and advice...............you are wonderful
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 18, 2004 at 4:31 AM
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Original_Influence
thank you so much
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 18, 2004 at 4:30 AM
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hello man-boy and sue
thank you so much for everything........you are wonderful friends, I feel trust towards you both which is a big step. you are lovley people, thank you for your support and encouragement..........you have took my heart, you are the first person ever in my life to say "it was not your fault" thank you for that ...........if you ever want to email me...........you are welcome..............thank you so much for everything..........
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 18, 2004 at 4:30 AM
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Symphony - stay strong girl!
posted by
Ca88andra
on August 18, 2004 at 4:02 AM
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Symphony,
Feel safe here. You are loved.
posted by
Laughlines
on August 17, 2004 at 11:33 PM
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None of us are responsible for what others have done to us...
Particularly in such a situation...It does not make it any easier to get past, but you must believe it. I'd like to see him dead too, and all the others like him, like my girlfriends step-father, like various men in the lives of far too many women I know. I think that those who prey on children should be skinned alive, rolled in rock salt and nailed to the hardpan out in Mohave and left for the buzzards and coyotes. Statistics show that at least one in four women and probably one in five or six men were molested as children, the legal system doesn't work...I'm all for vigilantism in this type of case.
posted by
jimmy68
on August 17, 2004 at 11:15 PM
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symphony
tg
posted by
tbgroucho
on August 17, 2004 at 8:01 PM
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You did nothing wrong
and if you continue to let it bother you then you truly have become his victim.. Don't give him that satisfaction. what happened happend and its time for you to go on living
posted by
StrickGold
on August 17, 2004 at 7:06 PM
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Let it flow - all the thoughts and feelings - much beter out than in. if it feels like it's getting to personal work it in to your stories in the other blog - just change the names and places. You are a surviver and what you're doing now will help make a beter life for your children.
posted by
jamryn
on August 17, 2004 at 6:42 PM
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Symphony,
Brave one that you are- this is the step that you need.
Feel disgusted about him---not you. You are wonderful.
Hang in there!
posted by
Original_Influence
on August 17, 2004 at 5:33 PM
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P.S. my wife's name is Sue.
posted by
man-boy
on August 17, 2004 at 4:48 PM
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Symphony I know why you keep saying the things you do...
about feeling shame and self-hatred. That is what happens to the victim of sexual abuse. You know that you are not now and never were at fault? I know your blogging freinds are with you in spirit, but do you have people around you now! People who you love and trust and who love you? I hate to think of you going through this alone. Your emotions are very much going to be stirred up. I told my wife you said hi, she reads your blogs too now so feel free to say hi to her yourself. We are both your freinds in Vancouver. I'm now starting to cry.
posted by
man-boy
on August 17, 2004 at 4:45 PM
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I feel like a right failure
what I went through was crap..........it was so much more intense.............but I cant find the words to describe it all..............because I want to hide the feelings..................but I must get it all out
this is so much more complicated than what i thought it would be
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 17, 2004 at 3:17 PM
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mariantonia
thank you for sharing.....................................and for the encouragment
what was did to me was sick...............and I do not want to describe........but I was humilated...........and a hell of a lot more..........
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posted by
_Symphony_
on August 17, 2004 at 3:02 PM
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This is your autobiography, self-published in your blog. Hurray.
Let the past go.
I used to get looks and bum pats but not that bad. I still get leering looks but I have to learnt to hit back now.
posted by
mariantonia
on August 17, 2004 at 2:52 PM
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hugz_n_kisses
you are a loyal reader.....thank you very much for all your support and encouragment..............you are wonderful
lol
yes ...we seem to post at the same time..............hehehe (great minds think a like)
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 17, 2004 at 2:43 PM
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im happy you are you
dont ask uusnot to judge you, in no way were going to judge you, love you, yure great
im so sorry you went through so muddch suffering, and still feel somewhat the awful consequences
((is our mind o n the same waavelength to blog at the same time lately ;-))
posted by
hugz_n_kisses
on August 17, 2004 at 2:40 PM
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Gheeghee
yet the thing is
I feel disgusted with myself to write about it.....................
this is going to be so damn hard to do this..............thank you so much for reading
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 17, 2004 at 2:29 PM
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wow Symphony!!!!
That must have been total hell for you! Very brave of you to get that one out! Love, Gina
posted by
Gheeghee
on August 17, 2004 at 2:27 PM
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