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kyle510
thank you, you are a sweetheart!...................how are you?..................have a nice day............take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 12, 2004 at 4:36 AM
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symphony - good for you. you deserve all the best
posted by
kyle510
on August 11, 2004 at 7:23 PM
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tremacc
yes that would of been an idea..................but his mum posted the keys back through my front door, so I have them.............thanks for everything..............you are great for being you and caring about me......................take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 10:42 AM
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mysteria
thank you so much for relating and sharing...........my dad is an alcholic and I still take a lot of shouting abuse by him, my 10 year old sister was killed by a drink driver also! my husband knows all this and he should of shown me more respect...but instead he abused me, I am glad to be without him. he reckons he is getting help, and too be honest I am not sure if I care because I feel very bitter towards him right now.................but hey I survive I always do......................I hope you are ok?..............have a nice day and thanks for everything....take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 10:39 AM
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Hey Symphony. Glad you are feeling stronger. I hope you consider getting your locks changed.
posted by
Tremac
on August 11, 2004 at 10:35 AM
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symphony i suffer as well at the hands of alcohol and I do not even
drink. I did not even want to touch it when I turned 21. It has been the source of much much much pain and suffering in my life. I have seen people that I love dearly drink themselves to death, and others whom are slowly, sometimes quickly falling prey. My cousin, who was an angel incarnate was killed by a drunk driver at the age of 19. I see billboards all the time in my city that are blatant lies. Showing all these beautiful people with hollywood bodies indulging in one of life's supposed greatest pleasures. Exploiting and associating women with shameless advertising. The budweiser twins are among the worst of human depravity. I hate alcohol. I will stop ranting now. I just wanted to let you know that I understand you. I really do. And I am also very proud of you! Congratulations on your success!!! Keep it up cause you are a trail blazer... showing people that it is okay, and that things can work out... Examples are very POWERFUL !!! Love mysteria
posted by
mysteria
on August 11, 2004 at 10:34 AM
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WHAMMIE
ARE YOU THERE?
I have tried to comment you but it seems that you have blocked me....................take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 10:31 AM
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Vibrance
thank you so much for reading and commenting and sharing and all your support...........you rock too.........take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 9:10 AM
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with alcoholics
it never gets better unless they go to detox and it sounds that your husband is not willing to take responsabilities for anything. YOU ROCK!! and I send you love, Vib
posted by
Vibrance
on August 11, 2004 at 9:09 AM
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RachelAnna
thank you so much yes you are right...............you really write how it is...........well done..............take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 8:15 AM
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Melodystar
thaank you
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 8:14 AM
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I don't think you should be ashamed of those last posts...
we all have to get to a place that is so low to make us snap out of it and do better for ourselves. You are in the minority, most women continue to take it. Be glad that you were able to see that low, miserable place for what it was and take action! You have a lot to be proud of here! Sure, it may not be something you would ever want to experience or go shouting on the rooftops, but you've come back from a low place with your self esteem intact...how awesome is that?!
posted by
RachelAnna
on August 11, 2004 at 8:12 AM
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It feels great to regain yourself! Congratulations.
posted by
Melodystar
on August 11, 2004 at 8:11 AM
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scriber you are so kind
I really missed your comments.....................take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 8:05 AM
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Symphony--he will do or say anything to get you back; i know I would. love
posted by
scriber
on August 11, 2004 at 7:32 AM
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cripfemme
thank you so much..................I feel so loved...............take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 7:16 AM
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man-boy
thank you so much, no I did not do any of that, my excuse is that it is over now, no more stress, the end.
thank you so much for all your support and kindness, you really are wonderful, your wife is very lucky to have you, take care of yourself............I will be the best that I can................all the best friend
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 7:16 AM
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Bravo!
Wait to go! Your joy is just shines through. Here's to becoming a much stronger women. You go girl. Blogit is PROUD to welcome you back.
posted by
cripfemme
on August 11, 2004 at 6:58 AM
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Symphony. Please tell me...
that you had someone come over to take a video of the damage or at least had the police come to record the incident. I have heard how is continuing to blame you. And do you know what? That is a classic symptom of addiction, denial of one's own responsibility for their actions and behavior. Another is a very convenient inability to forget the bad things you have done and to expect others to only remember the good to the exclusion of the bad. I'm so proud of you for being strong. YOU will be the mother and freind your kiddies need. One day at a time for now.
posted by
man-boy
on August 11, 2004 at 6:46 AM
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Gheeghee
thank you so much..........it is indeed great actually it is fantastic.....................you are wonderful for what you helped me through..............thank you so much.................take care and have a nice day................lots of hugs for you..................all the best
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 5:33 AM
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isn't it amazing?
Just some perspective and your entire outlook is right back to where it should be!
You are so awesome to have taken the leap! WOOHOO! only greater things for Symphony ahead!!! Love, Gina
posted by
Gheeghee
on August 11, 2004 at 5:30 AM
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hugz_n_kisses
get some rest.................speak to you soon.................take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 5:29 AM
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i wont kill myself thatsoon but im convinced i will someday, ill expplain that in a posst later, now i must go and rest, i have a migraine so i cant read much
i hope for you too it doesnt wear off, but you may get used to it, but do enjoy the present, its so beautiful and im here to support you in the future, whenever you need it, migraine or no migraine :)
posted by
hugz_n_kisses
on August 11, 2004 at 5:22 AM
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Ca88andra
thank you so much...........I feel great..................have a nice day..............take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 5:16 AM
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Symphony, you sound so different, so alive! Its good to read. Keep it up girl!
posted by
Ca88andra
on August 11, 2004 at 5:15 AM
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hugz_n_kisses
maybe you should go on a trip it may help you feel better, it did me, I do feel very refreshed now and I feel amazingly great, I just hope it don't wear off, because I like the new me....................I am here to help you through anything, you don't want to die yet, you have a purpose to be here you might not know what that is yet, but in time you will, you are a very good friend of mine and I will not let you fade away please stay strong, email me anytime night or day........................remember what a terrific person you are........you have many great qualities to give out, and you deserve so much love because you have so much to love to give........take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 5:04 AM
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im okay, i still live :)
enjoy your new look on things, and do all the crazy stuff you want to do, you definately deserve it :)
by the way, im really glad you did go on that trip, i mean, you sound so refreshing, amazçing
posted by
hugz_n_kisses
on August 11, 2004 at 4:53 AM
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hugz_n_kisses
thank you so much you are so sweet, thank you for everything............hope you are ok?.................take it easy
posted by
_Symphony_
on August 11, 2004 at 4:46 AM
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you have never been an idiot, it's just that he treated you liike one,i can you have a strong and comfortable voice in your life
yes, youre better off now, it sounds really good to hear you as a reborn lady, it does
posted by
hugz_n_kisses
on August 11, 2004 at 4:44 AM
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