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How sad for your brother's kids.
How nice for your man...yes, you make a good wife.
posted by
Original_Influence
on June 22, 2004 at 8:17 PM
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love_writer
I can understand what you are saying I really can, and I think that you have explained yourself pretty well, you obviously know what you were doing is wrong and you obvious;y know now that it was not a short bye it is a real goodbye and if she did change her mind then she knows where you are and she knows how you feel...im sure you told her enough. when someone keeps on at someone it brings them down, im sure you do not want to bring rays down, I can understand that you are depressed thats why you should see your doctor to get help numbing the pain. you seem such a nice person who is caught in a rut. but believe me you really need to help yourself move on in life. take care I wish you all the best
posted by
_Symphony_
on June 21, 2004 at 2:43 AM
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I was reading my comments for the last time and noticed yours
I can't be here anymore because I only seem to hurt the one person I love. I gave her my word and I intend to keep it. I didn't want to pester her I only wanted to talk to her....is that so wrong? Yeah I've emailed her a lot and I'm not going to do that anymore either. I'm so sorry for making her feel like I was stalking her that was never my intentions at all. I thought that she was happy with me and now I realize that she just wants time alone. I'm not crazy, I just wanted her in my life and if it's only through email then so be it. I can't change the way she feels now and it would be wrong if I wanted to. I just didn't know if she was saying goodbye or just bye for a while. I'm not coming back to blogit anymore so please just know that I'm sorry for everything o.k. I'm a good man and I will never do anything to hurt her again. I hate myself for acting the way that I have. I just lost my "family" and by that I mean Rays and our pets that we called our children. I'm so lonely and depressed that coming home everyday is so hard. How can I explain myself to her if it always comes out wrong? I'm going soon and I am leaving her alone now. I just hope that she can forgive me and maybe in the future give me another chance.
posted by
love_writer
on June 21, 2004 at 2:28 AM
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EccentricShock
thank you for everything I love you too........have a great day......take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on June 21, 2004 at 12:54 AM
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poetjpb
it was lovely it really was...........thanks for reading and commenting.......take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on June 21, 2004 at 12:53 AM
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RAYS_OF_ME
anytime ..........you know im always here for you.............I explain on aim about nieces and nephews...thanks for reading and commenting...............you know your the greatest...............take care
posted by
_Symphony_
on June 21, 2004 at 12:52 AM
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Ca88andra
he does moreon mothers day than he would ever do on a normal day........so yeah I suppose he does...............lol
posted by
_Symphony_
on June 21, 2004 at 12:51 AM
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thank you mariantonia
posted by
_Symphony_
on June 21, 2004 at 12:50 AM
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symphony
Sounds like a wonderful day, and thanks so much for wishing me a happy father's day - you are so thoughtful - it's just 1 of the reasons I love you so much - even platonicly. (I think I made that word up - too tired to check) 
That is quite the lose for your brother's children. I hope they are getting plenty of love.
posted by
EccentricShock
on June 20, 2004 at 10:35 PM
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your dinner sounds yummy
posted by
poetjpb
on June 20, 2004 at 10:34 PM
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Hey Symphony...
How come you can't see your nieces and nephews? That's so sad. I hope your husband appreciates you and makes it up to you. IM me okay?
By the way, thanks for saying what you said to Shawn. You summed up how I felt really well, and you are SUCH a good friend!
Love you to pieces.
XX
posted by
RAYS_OF_ME
on June 20, 2004 at 4:03 PM
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Symphony - on Mother's Day does your husband do the same things for you?
posted by
Ca88andra
on June 20, 2004 at 4:01 PM
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One day, high tech will allow us to send physical bits of food to one another. Then you can share your delicious food with us.
It takes time to heal relationships You may not know both sides of the story. You can't barge in and take over for your nieces / nephews. The legal guardian is the natural mother now. Unless you take her to court and prove she is an incapable mother. We can all pray for a miracle when human interference can no longer meet the desired result.
posted by
mariantonia
on June 20, 2004 at 3:47 PM
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