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You care so much,
BECAUSE your parents didn't. I don't want to do drugs, because my dad did. My birth mother has never done drugs, because HER dad did. It's GOOD that you're trying desperately not to make the same mistakes, consciously or otherwise!
posted by
Countess_Bratula
on March 27, 2004 at 12:47 PM
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I dont think
I had a glass of mudslide. I wanted the bottle, but I had a glass. I was raised by two alcoholics and they never seemed to care about anything. I don't envy them their troubles with it. I just daydream about the not caring part, at least while your drunk, of alcoholism. If I could just not care sometimes, I wouldn't even think about it. Why do I have to care so much? And yet again, this is why I'm in therapy. Thank you guys for your comments, I really appreciate them :-). It's always comforting to know people care, and understand. Thanks.
posted by
myshadowle
on March 27, 2004 at 12:13 AM
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Writing about it openly
like you did here is one good way to deal with it.
Jeff
posted by
jollyjeff
on March 26, 2004 at 7:16 PM
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Hey
Take Countess Blatula's ( I apologize if I got the name wrong). It's okay to cry, need that hug, or ask for that help you need. It just means your human. It's better than dying at the bottm of that bottle.
posted by
TerrieSchmidt
on March 26, 2004 at 12:40 AM
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Wouldn't you rather be SLIGHTLY weak, than be an alcohol of whom ends up wanting to kill herself over this particular addiction, leaving her young children behind to be just as screwed up as she was once was? Don't do that. My adoptive auntie did that and, had she not, my cousins and I may actually be able to get along in each other's company, and not appear 'strange' to the other
Drinking is, indeed, a weakness. But just don't go overboard and, if you wouldn't mind, *gives her that hug she doesn't think she deserves* Just take a deep breath and take life as it comes at ya, girl!
posted by
Countess_Bratula
on March 25, 2004 at 10:43 AM
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