Just me

i am fine i will be fine i will smile because nothing is wrong i am fine because to not be fine means i can't handle it hold it together keep a straight head be what everyone needs i am fine i will be fine i will stop being so selfish and show them what they need to see to be what they need me to be... Sign in to see full entry.

Proverbs 31:10 who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies. when it comes down to it, will i be brave? will i suffer for my faith, or deny the truth to save myself? i should know...shouldn't i know? certainty should certainly invade my every cell, every thought. but it's... Sign in to see full entry.

the snapping point has long passed me by i am done over cue sad music but wait a hope that silver lining i've heard spoken of oops, just kidding cue angry music the scars show just how bad i can get but that was before, and i'm better now...no really the skinny jeans prove that i moved on from that... Sign in to see full entry.

he said i love you and hugged me in public people could see people stared but he did it my tiny miracle who cannot be touched his perfect eyes and little mouth looked right at me and said the words it was epic like opening a christmas present early without your parents catching you there was music... Sign in to see full entry.

i feel it the color red it's beneath my skin itching to surface anger, bitterness, lack of hope for no reason really when it comes to blessings i have more than my share so why why does this red insist on threatening my day not light, or dark but bright, burning, hey look at me red it flashes in my... Sign in to see full entry.

said john lennon "do you know what i know?" asked the church choir God has no place in our daily lives say school districts everywhere and this is what it has become a day filled with candy overstuffed turkeys presents and stockings will work for food says the sign he holds on the side of the road... Sign in to see full entry.

it's christmas time i am at a loss for those who keep telling me happy holidays whatever happened to merry christmas when did that become taboo have you all forgotten we get so angry about children we see on the news lost forgotten underfed and left in the cold but what about that boy the one born... Sign in to see full entry.

the words are there, right behind my lips stuck somewhere between my hands and the paper i know them, i live by them but i can't seem to get them out i might explode i need to tell you, i need you to see understanding that this is my outlet to the world there is no word for this...frustration? pain?... Sign in to see full entry.

i'm praying and listening how am i supposed to tell if it's you how do i know i'm not just going crazy convincing myself that you are talking to me when it's really my own inner voice telling me the things i want to hear saying my prayers will be answered if i only listen if i trust that it is you... Sign in to see full entry.

- i've heard it said a heart can be full to bursting. that one can love another so much it is actually smothering. i've heard it said a heart can break. - doubt: the idea that everything i knew, all that i promised, and all i've been given, my foundation, down the very water that mixed it, was a... Sign in to see full entry.