gotta leave blogit,,not by choice
What do I do? I once again cannot afford the membership. I really want to stay. I need to write more. I do, it helps..but what, why, when, how? IDK? ~M Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, March 19, 2020
Wednesday, March 11, 2020
Anger, how to live with it, not carry it...
I have trouble accepting how angry I truly am. I am ashamed, sad, empty and effn' pissed! Growing up I was angry at life and TBH at God for everything that happened. I don't recall taking out on others, like random strangers...I do not remember lashing out at them ever. I mean I did stick up for... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, March 10, 2020
A lot of good ideas I heard today...
Small business' On the Today Show suggested this. (I am asking your opinion.) While we are all trying to stay home as best as possible we must realize that small business owners cannot survive with such little business. So if you are able or need anything ask your local small business' if they have... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 27, 2020
Sick of it...all
I just cry, I am a wimp. Always will be a coward. The few that believed in me, or at least I thought they did, have turned their backs. For what? Some bitch that has money, she's not a good person ~ just, has money.... Nothing left for me to do... NOT A THING! ~M Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, February 26, 2020
Wake up thinking about it...
It's driving me NUTS. Almost every morning, I wake thinking of this living nightmare that is my life. I wasn't out of my family home 3 weeks before another "woman" began staying there. I was told I wasn't wanted anymore not even to visit! My husband teaches my kids to replace me and not repair... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, February 24, 2020
I have laughed so much tonight...
It was over something silly that happened early and we continued to run with it! I really love living with my bub, I do, and nights like this make it so WORTH IT! I love him I just hope he knows how much... He is so misunderstood...I did for years and I am so blessed to realize what he is about. My... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 20, 2020
dating...really? What was I thinking??
I am so new to how this dating thing works this day in age. I am not old mind you only been married and in a relationship for 25+ years. Therefore, I haven't been on a date in a VERY long time. I tried a couple "apps" feel silly doing so. No luck so far everyone wants to "hookup". Whatever, I am... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, February 17, 2020
Negativity...
How do you keep this negative world from changing you? Especially if you are hurt by the one(s) that "love" us the most. Talk to me ya'll! ~M Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, February 11, 2020
My ex.
Met with my ex yesterday to discuss the transfer of property and the kids. off and on during the entire experience we flirted. At the time I was truly being playful. There were a couple episodes where we both said things that made my eyes tear up. Ya see our life together as a couple is over and I... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 6, 2020
Wednesday, December 5, 2018
They mental illness struggle is real people, I PROMISE! It affects everyone! Whether it's directly, indirectly, knowingly or unknowingly. You are or will be effected in some way shape or form. Some will never admit to it. Some cultures or religions are even taught not to acknowledge or slowed down... Sign in to see full entry.