Wednesday, January 23, 2008

My Son Has a Hole in His Heart

My Son Has a Hole in His Heart: Isn’t it astonishing that sound can reflect from a deformation and leave us startled by light? This is what I saw only moments ago, my child asleep in comfort after a long day, during which we were told things we did not want to hear. This loveliness is what I look... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Take a Breath, Moms

I have a question… How much responsibility do you take as a mom? A young mom with young children still in full potential for their direction? A grown mom with grown children, having chosen one direction or another already? An in-between mom with in-between children, flirting dangerously close to the... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

On Whales and Motherhood

Recently a mother whale and her calf swam an astonishing length up the Sacramento River, and they are now "stuck" and in trouble. They are both apparently injured at this point and in urgent need of food. They began to make their way back out of the canal, heading south last night and it was looking... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

Be a Baby!!!

Today I was walking up the hill from the mailbox holding Gabriel, my “Gaby Baby” in my arms. He was lying on his back looking up at me as we walked. His eyes were a bit wide with the bounce of my step, so for reassurance, I pulled him up close to my face and whispered, “See? I do all the work. You... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, November 29, 2007


Reason to Live on... you have a Father who is trying to raise you right, in His love. you have someone who loves you madly and wants a future with you. you have a family that wants to build upward, with you in it. you have words to say, and write and feel. you have places to grow, and feel yourself... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

I lost my baby today

how do you let go of something you never knew you were holding? i lost my baby today. i didn't know i even had her. him. i won't know until i get to Heaven i guess. i have four babies. i love them. and i said such awful things...if i got pregnant again, i'd just kill myself. i asked my husband to... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, November 23, 2007

Watering God's Flowers

After a night of taunting and ugly dreams, I took my two oldest boys, 4 and 3 years old, on a morning walk with hopes that the sunshine would scour the left over images of my nightmares from my soul, where they seemed to have embedded themselves. Coffee wasn't enough to brush them off this morning.... Sign in to see full entry.

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