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FionaJean, I don't think I ever would do it
but I had many  thoughts about it in recent months which I think is as bad as it gets for me. I could not do it to my family because I understand the damage that it causes. I am so sorry to hear what happened to your family and appreciate your commenting.   The sister of a schoolfriend of mine took her own life when her daughters were young children. I babysat them during their mother's funeral and I saw the impact on their lives - life continued to be traumatic and for one of them life is still that way.

posted by Azur on October 20, 2006 at 4:32 AM | link to this | reply

Hi Azur
Congrats on the feature. Just a note on thinking about suicide - I know everyone feels like that sometime (that's why they put me on happy pills) but just bear a thought for those left behund. My father commited suicide when I was 10 and it felt like my world ended. 20 years on, and it's still painful to think about. My mom never trusted another man again and so never remarried or even dated. My brothers and I all have trust and abandonment issues. If you truly love your loved ones, you won't do it.

posted by fionajean on October 20, 2006 at 4:10 AM | link to this | reply

Taps, sometimes I wonder about that

posted by Azur on October 20, 2006 at 3:59 AM | link to this | reply

Azur
your jornal always publish on correct time and real stories on it . problem i always  late to buy it . Ok next time i care your blog updates .

posted by Rosetree on October 20, 2006 at 1:02 AM | link to this | reply

Seeing your name in print is a real kick isn't it?



posted by Whacky on October 19, 2006 at 11:01 PM | link to this | reply

Azur, I always see you as a strong person who will make it successfully through anything that is thrown your way.  Do you suppose that your partner sees you in that way also and so is not enough concerned about needs that you might have?

posted by TAPS. on October 19, 2006 at 10:32 AM | link to this | reply

Dave, you can leave it there thanks
and I can try again at some stage. I have used htm successfully in the past but the  Blogit has never been as switched on for Macs.

posted by Azur on October 19, 2006 at 10:21 AM | link to this | reply

Azur, totally unrelated, but I was just reading about your linking
frustrations in the Community area. Would it help at all if I was to create the link you need and drop it into your Comments area for you to copy and paste from there? Or will it still not work? 

posted by _dave_says_ack_ on October 19, 2006 at 6:23 AM | link to this | reply

azur, I'm with dave
I read quite a lot of optimism into this - it does sound like things will get better very soon. Up one day, and down the next - but then it's up again..

posted by mneme on October 19, 2006 at 4:24 AM | link to this | reply

The start of small problems.... Take care.

posted by A-and-B on October 19, 2006 at 4:19 AM | link to this | reply

I sure hope things get better for you...

if you want to rant...please email me...

sure wish I could help you in some way....although I know you do well enough helping yourself....but beings that I am a friend, I care very much for you.

please take care....if there is anything I can do...please don't hesitate to ask.

posted by _Symphony_ on October 19, 2006 at 3:08 AM | link to this | reply

It feels like things are turning round for you, though, as a reader.
I hope that is the case, and it's not just misplaced optimism on my part.

posted by _dave_says_ack_ on October 19, 2006 at 12:47 AM | link to this | reply

Azur, I'm having a "car over the cliff' day myself.
Why would your friend ask you such a dumb question?

posted by Blanche. on October 18, 2006 at 9:12 PM | link to this | reply

congrats

posted by star4sky5 on October 18, 2006 at 9:10 PM | link to this | reply

Didn't realize things were so bad, Azur...
...sure hope those tough times are behind you guys...

posted by ginnieb on October 18, 2006 at 8:56 PM | link to this | reply