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Saturday, November 18, 2006

Mind, Moments, Dream, Whisper

My mind a green land My moments fast as a plane My dream is a secret I whisper in my prayers....... Mind hurts Mind reminds Mind begs For a fair day Far to come But still dream Dreams All lost Hidden corners Enemy keep looking Shadows still favoring I don't know the way I cry deep in I hide with in... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, November 17, 2006

Daddy's girl

Dad used to held me a lot Sing songs for me Put me in sleep So I was a lucky baby Youngest of all Smartest of all Per my dad Mom used to role her eyes Sisters get jelous Brother used to fight He gave all my roses away Just to hurt me I cry until dad get him Hmmmmmmm Life was so simple Colorful... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

NOVEMBER 1999

Hey, November 1999 was some what with a lot of emotions, want to break the circle of fear and pain.......even thought of changing career line, still in school and working a full time job........... Something amazingly happened, not saying it loud( nothing bad, just funfull)....... but a... Sign in to see full entry.

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NOVEMBER 16th, 1990

All I worried was how soon I can finish my school and getback to my home..........but I changed my mind n few months later. But today all I thnk is how soon I can go and see my mom, oh the same feelings......... painfull memories and mysteries. fI was smart, still considered smart, but why the hold... Sign in to see full entry.

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NOVEMBER 16th, 1990

All I worried was how soon I can finish my school and getback to my home..........but I changed my mind n few months later. But today all I thnk is how soon I can go and see my mom, oh the same feelings......... painfull memories and mysteries. fI was smart, still considered smart, but why the hold... Sign in to see full entry.

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NOVEMBER 16th, 1990

All I worried was how soon I can finish my school and getback to my home..........but I changed my mind n few months later. But today all I thnk is how soon I can go and see my mom, oh the same feelings......... painfull memories and mysteries. fI was smart, still considered smart, but why the hold... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Today

Hey, I never been this nervous, I thought my day started right, but while I was at work, my stress went up in high almost near sky, my heart beat was 108, I never get tachy like that...........Pulled my shift and got home, slept for an hour before I go to class. I tried to call bunch of my closet... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

AM I GOING TO MAKE IT

I try to fake my feelings by reading, blogging, writing, calling all my angels. But I can't take it any more, i am hitting to the point. I feel scared and angry, upsetting mood, Oh god, I remember those days I suffered like this when dad was sick, now my last hope, she is in bed....Mom I luv you,... Sign in to see full entry.

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I spoke to mom, she recognize my voice.......

Finally my mom heard my voice on her ear and she's trying to speak.......She kissed me. My mom had a very simple life She never used anything expensive for herself She always shared everything she had I can't even imagine to live such a purity in life. My mom has faith, she loves god She is a gem,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, November 13, 2006

Mom still in hospital, update is as follows

She had a stroke, rt infart, left side weakness. Thanks for all the prayers. She is alert, she knows my name, but confused. So much pain in my heart. Wish I knew the doc, or some one who knows the doctor up there......could have been better. I am totally distress with the situation up there or here,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Yes, this is my life...I am different than others, not harmful, but still some time I screams .....when I am realy scared....but not every where......I love music, I am married to music, and live to listen music......

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