Day 16. 249.9 pounds. Yesterday was a really great day. I don't know what it is exactly about birthdays but everyone treats you so much nicer in some cases even people that don't exactly like you all year round even treat you better. What is it about that one day a year? Well, I cheated on the... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
Day 15. 250.9 pounds. I just got a tarot reading as a gift for my birthday and it was amazing. It says that in the future I should only focus and speak about positive things and things that I want to occur because it says when people speak bad of others or of bad things than that is what the... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Day 14. 252.1 pounds. So tomorrow is my birthday and as much as i want everything to go right in this new year a little voice inside my head keeps telling me it won't. I tune it out and don't listen but it's always there being negitive. I am reading a new biography on Marilyn Monroe and it has some... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Day 13. 253 pounds. I can't believe i didn't lose any weight since yesterday. It's so frustrating. I am now going to the lake to run. I have to get this weight off. It's getting harder and harder. I thought it would be easy. Oh well, i can't let myself get angry or i will have a set back. Til... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Day 12. 253 pounds. Today I went to get my hair blown out and the lady was telling me how I have beautiful hair and I realized that I am so not used to getting compliments. I am actually shy of them. I used to love talking about me and hearing people give me compliments but then I just started to... Sign in to see full entry.