abstract and abnormal feelings for Monday, December 3, 2007

i ask myself that question everyday and guess what i really can't find a way to say any thing that may sound sensible and thats part of my principle i guess my ex showed me that my feelings ain't invincible and that she could crush what little self esteem i had like it was nothing and to her it was nothing but a stepping stone she probably said fuck him he better off alone when she left for good without even saying goodbye i guess that meant she never would say goodbye cause one day she gone pop... Sign in to see full entry.

i never thought moving on would be easy i talk greasy to myself about the fact that i really loved my ex even though i know i loved my ex but i guess i gotta look for a dime to be my next not fuck up or suck up just something good i need in this life i live full of drama i called my mama about it and acted like i the one that did something wrong and i didn't do nothing wrong but love this chick and treat this chick better than i've ever treated anyone in my life by giving her the best sex by... Sign in to see full entry.