abstract and abnormal feelings

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

my rimes

my rimes are abstract i can michael myers any track i spit to and i ain't blue i'm red like the bricks on one of the 3 pigs houses so tell the big bad wolf i'm the truth like beanie sigel and thats regal compared to how i perform in bed i come off the head more than a dude that get his hair cut everyday for a year i appear to be grim and outlandish but i got a style no author could banish without risking the sight of seeing himself vanish like that witch on the yellow brick road i live by the... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

life is hard

i'm used to being abused i'm confused cause i choose not to be but thats always how i end up b like i'm tina turner and i'm mad enuff to grab to grab the burner and put holes in ya like you cheese that i need like a pizza i'm broke and i shake with paper seizures when i think about getting paid i 'm in the mob so i'm made and i was a thug before the first grade thats word to the parents who turned me into one when i say one word reverse a witch curse those who try me for for no reason like its... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

trying to make a 360

i gave up the love i had for my girl after she snatched my pearl from the oyster i felt like a soldier that was gunless in front of his enemies thinking how could she do this to me and why would she i guess she felt like it was her responsibility to show me that when i said i didn't want her any longer she could do something to hurt me that was way stronger i hate her and i love her at the same time she broke one of my windows with a rock 2 days ago so forget the rime in its usual structure... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, December 6, 2007

everyone

most of you mothafuckas got fucked up comments on life and why things happen but what the fuck have you been thru probably nothing and i've been thru everything from being adopted by a father that doesn't love me to being treated badly by every female in my life including my own mother i've lost best friends to the streets i've had my ass whipped in just about every part of the city i live in because i'm a blood i had to get 15 staples in my head because it got cracked open with a 2 by 4 i don't... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

beat up

i found out who my ex girlfriend got to run up in my crib and jack my belongings and he remodeled my face like it was a house after he found 2 more dudes to jump me with now tell me that ain't pussy and childish he ain't a man he a little boy and the thought is the wildest thing to percieve i guess i had to recieve 2 black eyes both swollen and one closed because of this and thats so ridiculous i should have been more meticulous when it came to choosing girlfriends but i wasn't and now i'm... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, December 3, 2007

why

i ask myself that question everyday and guess what i really can't find a way to say any thing that may sound sensible and thats part of my principle i guess my ex showed me that my feelings ain't invincible and that she could crush what little self esteem i had like it was nothing and to her it was nothing but a stepping stone she probably said fuck him he better off alone when she left for good without even saying goodbye i guess that meant she never would say goodbye cause one day she gone pop... Sign in to see full entry.

moving on

i never thought moving on would be easy i talk greasy to myself about the fact that i really loved my ex even though i know i loved my ex but i guess i gotta look for a dime to be my next not fuck up or suck up just something good i need in this life i live full of drama i called my mama about it and acted like i the one that did something wrong and i didn't do nothing wrong but love this chick and treat this chick better than i've ever treated anyone in my life by giving her the best sex by... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, December 1, 2007

life at this point

i never thought that my best friend would turn his back on me i wouldn't pensa(think) mi amigo(friend)would darse vuelta(turn around)and do me wrong because of what this bitch told him. Like he knew it was the truth and i didn't even do anything wrong except speak the truth i guss speaking the truth is off the roof of any home right now because all i ever hear is lies right now on the real and that ain't good or even hood its bullshit my ex girlfriend made alot of them fit into a sentence like... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

i'm sad

i lost my girlfriend like she was a loose garment i put to the side my best friend was supposed to be willing to ride for me but he wasn't he'd rather fuck my ex cause he says its better sex like it won't make me vexed i'm complex and most people hate that cause they're simple i got more heavy thoughts on my temple than gandhi and they all bother me like my gato do i'm spanish and i cry when i see people vanish cause i can't help it and i miss amanda so much its hard to blush when all my sadness... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

poisoned thoughts

i thought when i let my ex go she would go like i got more to look for but she keeps on coming around like th thought is profound and i don't understand why but i guess being a puerto rican and loving to eat pussy has its advantages cause the effects seem cancerous or hard to get rid of i know i'm a thug and thats what ladys love but i canb't push or shove whats happening because its happening regardless of what i think right now and i'm like whoa this is brazy i'm the newest version of patrick... Sign in to see full entry.

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