Kathy's Poems -1 for Saturday, April 4, 2009

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Saturday, April 4, 2009

Another Black Couch Poem

11/11/03 Another Black Couch Poem During and after the divorce A sofa is your best bed You could easily come and go And no one but the dog would know Of course, you could try To rest your head Or watch a TV show instead No one would hear you when you cry Or even be able to ask you why You’re still... Sign in to see full entry.

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We

7/14/98 We So strange So unlike me To be content When you went away I changed I never meant To leave you too Oh We are a mystery To me Sign in to see full entry.

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Hidden

4/10/03 I could easily say My poetry defines me Though enigmatically Yet for all his Proven intelligence He still Would never find me How did I ever allow myself To watch him pass me by That way Oh well But still It hurts like Holy hell Just to think I might Reveal to him What I really have to Say Sign in to see full entry.

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11/9/97 I never learned If I could know A way to say Good-bye Without a tear - Or even yearned To do it right - And never have to Face the fear Of seeing love Turned so clearly Away From me Sign in to see full entry.

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White Paper

11/9/97 White Paper I feel like white paper Tonight They won’t love you For who you are They don’t care Who God meant you to be It frightens Me Sign in to see full entry.

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Retrospect

11/25/95 revised Retrospect I am rejected How will I ever do What is expected Of me Again - Or even start Again I am at the end Of my rope My hope is getting weary And my heart is Disconnected Now Sign in to see full entry.

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11/98 redone from 11/97 A person who says she loves God Ought to remember What happened The day God fed me After all the food Was gone, God clothed me When my belongings were Taken away. God loved me When the other half Of me Tore himself apart From my very Heart Sign in to see full entry.

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Again

8/15/03 Again How do I fathom this How do I feel It all again - In just an evening Or over a weekend I never learned it The first time The waves crashed in I never yearned For sin But In it came I’ve never been the same We Died I thought I lied to ease the pain I sought for something better I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Footprints

5-17-05 Footprints You have been A grand intrusion Since you vowed To love me And I have Allowed You to interfere With my every illusion Since I promised to love you too I allowed myself To disappear My comforting illusions Were no longer clear I believed they were sacred And so was our love Our... Sign in to see full entry.

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Hurt

5-31-05 I have to go to bed These poems Are messing with my head And making me cry again For all that might have been And the memory of what hurt me then When You divorced Yourself From me and our love And married Someone else Instead Sign in to see full entry.

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The Shell

5-17-05 I cherished my illusions I thought I could find peace Yet every time I failed you My comfort plans would cease My heart would pound quite noisily As louder sounds arose From every disappointment Your judgments imposed And peace and calm And I Dissolved Into a lonely raucous shell Imprisoning... Sign in to see full entry.

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Despair

October ~5 2005 (revised 7-22-06) Despair It hurt so bad When you said Goodbye To me It didn’t help To cry The tears were used up anyway And I was dry Long before you went away I thought I might drift away too Like a dead crisp leaf Disappears into the sky But I never hid my love for you I waited... Sign in to see full entry.

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Emergency

October 5 2005 I think about you And the past I even dream And experience Real anger now How is it that you Are still hanging Around inside my head I can’t declare That our love is dead Then neither can I move Toward the future I am not sure how To say goodbye For fear That I might die Of losing you... Sign in to see full entry.

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The Balance

October 5 2005 What is love and Where is love When you need love And he won’t give it And the balance is messed up And how do I help you grow If I withdraw my love too Sign in to see full entry.

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Rearrangement

6-22-05 (revised 7-22-06) We Are in touch again Is it still the same Are you playing a game With me Everything is turned around And I can’t remember When The sound of your voice Produced Such profound Fear in me Perhaps You have changed But perhaps I am rearranged And My ears cannot hear What my... Sign in to see full entry.

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Extinction

6-22-05 (revised 7-22-06) Extinction I ask For His special favor Yet Still I savor The pain And The past Why on earth Would I want It to last Am I forsaking My Lord When I hoard this aching too Like I amass other things Apropos Of all I once knew If I throw it all away Will I feel new Or Will I fade... Sign in to see full entry.

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Disquiet

7-15-05 Disquiet Everything is new again I do not feel the pain Yet still it is Chilling - Chilling to Remember Where I’ve been Sign in to see full entry.

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Respite

8-12-05 (revised 7-22-06) Respite It would be Nice To rest again if I could And feel like Someone was watching Out for me Just long enough to Sleep awhile He might just stroke my forehead The way my Mother used to do Or lie on the floor beside my bed The way Paul Andrey would Or push the fear away... Sign in to see full entry.

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