Surviving Pedophilia and Other Sexual Abuse

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Monday, March 21, 2011

CAN THIS BE TRUE?

Wow, it seems as if my kids Dad has sewn all of his wild oats and is going to settle into family life after all. The next year and a half went pretty much without incident other than we had our third son and now I was expecting our fourth one. We met a couple that my "kids" Dad seemed to have a lot... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

My Second Son

We didn't get so lucky with our second son. He wasn't born healthy. He had trouble pretty much from the time he was born and I only carried him 8 mos and lost him when he was 8 mos old. He could not keep anything down and ended up having to hve an operation at 4 mos old. That ws the scariest thing... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

WHAT A FOOL I WAS...

I'd sure like to say that I made the right decision but I didn't. My husband continued his prowling at the bars and staying out all night. My heart was broken but still I kept thinking he would change his ways and realize what he had at home was a lot more important. I've learned all my lessons very... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, March 18, 2011

HANGING BY A THREAD

My Uncle came over to my mother's house the next day (where I had gone fuming about what had happened the night before) and slammed $250.00 down on her kitchen table and said "Luweegie, take this money and go get a divorce, the only manly thing I can see about your husband is that he has the ability... Sign in to see full entry.

MOVING OUT

I'm still very young but I have mastered the concept of when you want something bad enough you find a way.....................until you get beaten down so much and so bad you lose your way............................ We moved into our first apartment when my baby boy was a little more than 4 mos... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

MOVING IN...

Looking back on my life I "wonder" if it was because my mother had a legal guardian because of her "sickness" that I had to go before the Judge for permission to marry and keep my baby? I've "assumed" for all these years that it ws because of my age. It ws never communicated to me WHY I had... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

THE BOY AT THE POOL

I learned early on that if I wanted something I just had to "go after it" TOO BAD that I didn't have the sense to "go after" something GOOD................All the GOOD boys were after ME but I ws after the BAD BOY............... It didn't take long to get the boy at the pool's attention. Like I said... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

FLOUNDERING SOME MORE...

I missed my brother and my boyfriend so much but fortunately had made new friends via Dog n Suds. I spent a lot of time at the swimming pool in the summer to come and had my eye on a boy who LOOKED like the boyfriend I had lost...............I WISH I would have had someone to explain to me the... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, March 14, 2011

WHAT NOW?

The boy who didn't care that I lived south of the tracks would come to my house a lot and soon he and my older brother (the one who was in trouble with the law a lot) became friends and started hanging out. I don't remember WHAT they did together but they both got in trouble with the law. My... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

THAT DIDN'T LAST LONG...

I stayed with my Uncle's family for about six months and then my mother was freed from Osawotomie (for one of many many many times in her life) she came to the town I was living in and bought a little house south of the tracks. AH OH!! WHO KNEW that I would lose my popularity and all my so called... Sign in to see full entry.

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