Dealing with Spousal Narcotic Abuse

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

help has arrived!

So i can breathe some sort of relief. My step mom has flown in from Florida for two weeks to help me:) I absolutely love her! Perfect timing too because these allergies are starting to really get to me! Carlos called me yesterday and left me a short message but didn't say i love you at the end. this... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, February 7, 2011

just when I thought things couldn't get worse!

I am not sure how to explain this one in all the reactions that I felt...lets start out how I feel sick as a dog. (not sure of this expression...why does someone feel sick as a dog, dogs aren't really sick?) Getting side tracked. So I cleaned out a couple of old boxes and I guess all that dust has... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Can anyone tell me what day im on??

So Carlos called this evening, I let him talk to the kids for a few minutes. They loved talking to him! It literally put a huge smile on their faces!! Next he gets on the phone and gives me the third degree about my decision to leave him there. It is like a prison and how dare I. Then proceeds to... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

DAY..who knows im lost

I'm tired of all this already. I have been trying to keep things straight. I have not updated this blog in a few days because I feel as though that is time lost from my children. I received another letter from Carlos that makes me so happy. I look forward to his letters everyday. I am so emotionally... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011


I RECEIVED ANOTHER LETTER IN THE MAIL TODAY WOO HOOO!!! My husband is not a romantic person at all but these letters are amazing. He says that he will get to call me on tomorrow or fri. I cant wait to hear his voice. Everyday seems to be a struggle with simple to complex things. Coming home to... Sign in to see full entry.


Yes, had a glass of wine, opened the letter, and then cried my eyes out. This person who wrote this letter is the person that I fell in love with many years ago. He apologized for all the wrong he caused in our relationship and can't wait to be a better man that me and my kids deserve. He says how... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011


So today was just grand:( (note sarcasm.) The bus driver for Emily drove right past her stop today. It took 40 minutes for them to bring her back to me. I do feel bad for the transportation department because I was probably more frustrated with things that are going on in my own home. I was... Sign in to see full entry.

just a note

I want to thank everyone for there support through blog it. I never thought that a strangers words would be so touching, truthful, and important. Everyone's kind words lifts my spirits every single day and I truly appreciate it. Thank soooo much! I take one day at a a time. I realize that life can... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, January 31, 2011


Nothing could prepare for what happened today! Now that it is hours past the situation I see how it wasn't completely a big deal as I made it, but I am smart enough to know that this journey will lead me to a roller coaster of emotions. So my son loves cowboys and horses. He wanted to wear his very... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, January 30, 2011


So as the day is ending, I must say we all had a pretty good day. Being surrounded by loved ones is such a relief on things that are going on behind close doors. The kids were pretty well behaved. We only had "one your mean mommy I want daddy" moment. I could deal with thousands of these moments as... Sign in to see full entry.

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