My diagnosis: MDD, PTSD, ADD, SAD, BPD, & ...

Monday, December 17, 2018

Anger is so bad...

I get so angry with myself for being so naive. I cannot believe the lies. How can I be so stupid. It's been going on for so long. I am in too deep. Now they want to make it up to me? Not sure how this works. Trapped, is about the only word that comes to mind....freakin' trapped....well DAMN! Sign in to see full entry.

you twist things...

I am told I am always twisting things. What I am doing is clarifying what they are saying. I may paraphrase or ask them to repeat what they are saying. Something along those lines, that is when I am told I am twisting things. It's maddening. Especially when I agree and say they do the same thing or... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, December 15, 2018

Nerves are shot...

Breaths shallow HEart races mind wonders where to now? Sign in to see full entry.

something has got to give...

My thoughts are all over the place. I suppose it's goes with the ADD, I haven't a clue. I have always felt, in some way shape or form, that I have been naive in some sort of way when it comes to my relationship with my spouse, even before our marriage. The more I question things, thoughts or... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, December 14, 2018

Compared to...

My head is hurting, that is small beans compared to and I am NOT complaining to say the least! It makes little sense, I have been waiting and wanting to write all day long. Now that I have the opportunity, I don’t really know where to start or what to say. I’m tired. I must do this and there is... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, December 13, 2018

Better day...depends on your POV...

It started out strange. I woke up late, after 1 o'clock. I was up until after 2 am with my 15 year old with a stomach virus. That is NEVER good! For anyone involved! (they are MUCH better now, thank, God) Thanks to my spouse and them finding my note letting them know what was up, I was able to rest,... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, December 5, 2018

They mental illness struggle is real people, I PROMISE!

It affects everyone! Whether it's directly, indirectly, knowingly or unknowingly. You are or will be effected in some way shape or form. Some will never admit to it. Some cultures or religions are even taught not to acknowledge or slowed down enough to correct mental illness or better yet negative,... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, September 20, 2018

Turning point...

Once I asked someone very special to me, "What is it they have, that I don't?" "Confidence." was their response. 😔 That was over a year ago. Still seems to be the case,im I sad to say. I am telling myself---no more! WHO CARES? I DO! I CARE! I ALWAYS HAVE & ALWAYS WILL! I used to stand up for me, I... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, September 18, 2018

I am still treated like an idiot..

It's right there you tell me it's something else.. Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, September 13, 2018

I have asked myself and still do, who really cares..

I often wondered who truly cares. Who cares about different things? Why do they care about those things? Why don't others? I used to care about certain things, then I grew up and responsibilities happened, or priorities changed. Do you find you ever question your morals? Have you ever done something... Sign in to see full entry.

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