Saturday, August 2, 2008
confusion
you want to escape the confusion that you see before you. I tell you, you will never be able to escape the outter confusion unless and until you have escaped the inner confusion. The inner confusion is your continuous doubt indulgence...Attractions, repulsions, and contradictions all live in the...
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Sunday, July 27, 2008
At This Moment
Everything that has a beginning has an ending. Make your peace with that and all will be well. I have had a very rough past few years with struggles, drugs, crime, and people and have known for a while that a lot around me and inside me has drastically needed to change! I just got hired onto a nanny...
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
New Beginning
There is a part of me that feels I am different from everyone else. Maybe you look at me and think: gee, what a nothing girl. Maybe I allow my imagination to sometimes run away. The world makes you believe your personality mustn't be detected, your face must be picture perfect and wear clothes just...
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Alone I cry
I have made so many mistakes in my life and only hurt those who have ever cared about me. I try to move forward and take one day at a time, but emptiness and hatred fill my veins. Everyone I have ever been there for and who says they love me betray me as well. My own brother doesn't even wanna talk...
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healing plan:
1. choose to forgive 2. release those who hurt us by forgiving them. 3. pray for our enemies 4. bless those who have hurt us 5. believe that God is healing our emotions 6. wait Result: In praying, listen to your heart, be open. And when you have made your mind still, then the words of your mouth...
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Monday, July 21, 2008
Pain and Love
If a shadow's come for you and you find it hard to forget, I need to let you know, there's something bigger you'll regret. It's the pain of the burden, of facing the shadow alone. If you don't let it out, the pain your shadow will own. So, at the end of my life, my advice is let your pain out, look...
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
People can be cruel
People can be cruel, this is a cold place, an imperfect world, full of imperfect people, and that's true, the ugliness of death is all around, it's everywhere around! Innocence, innoncence given and innocence taken, it's a horrible ugly thing, life is terrifying and life is wonderful, some of us...
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Friday, July 18, 2008
One Moment...
One moment of peace, yet the next one of restlessness, one moment of love, yet another of spite and hatred, one moment of truth, yet enveloped in the next with falsehood, one moment elation, yet another of severe depression, one moment of surrender, yet the next filled with worry and anxiety, one...
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
Change
The process of change may be slow, but your determination to want to change must be firm. For you to change, you must be open to criticism and fault-finding. Be honest with yourselves as to where your weaknesses lie. All will not change in one day. Tremendous self-discipline and spiritual practices...
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painful days
I sit all alone in my room and think of my life. My past is passing me by; see a lot of pain, a lot of tears. My hope has faded away. Sometimes, I still cry, inside and outside. I can't talk to you anymore, but I know there will come a day when you will call me because like a guardian Angel, you...
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