This Life

By fairygoddess - E-mail this page - Add to My Favorites - Add to Blog List - See other blogs in Everything Else

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

The end of this so-called relationship

As the cranberries sing: There's no need to argue anymore. I gave all I could, but it left me so sore, and the thing that makes me mad, is the one thing that I knew, I knew, I knew, I'd lose you. They say it'll work out fine, but it was all a waste of time, cause I knew, I'd lose you. I'll forget in... Sign in to see full entry.

untitled

We're soldiers of Christ not soldiers of this earth or life. Anytime you are down or stressed out, don't sweat it. Our life here on this earth is temporary and when we die we can't take none of this shit with us! Sign in to see full entry.

What to come

Dawn follows darkness. Sunset follows day. My heart is a powerful muscle that continually circulates life-sustaining blood throughout my body; it overflows with divine love; it is a center of love and peace beneath. Remember this, beyond the clouds, behind the rain, there are a thousand rainbows.... Sign in to see full entry.

Anger with thy self and others...

My disgust with myself and my life; my total hatred of myself; sometimes I take pills to ease the pain and to help to try to control the anger that frequently seems to erupt. Success, if only I sleep then the sence of hatred fires and my dreams are of rage and pain. But, I will accept winds of... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

confusion

you want to escape the confusion that you see before you. I tell you, you will never be able to escape the outter confusion unless and until you have escaped the inner confusion. The inner confusion is your continuous doubt indulgence...Attractions, repulsions, and contradictions all live in the... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

At This Moment

Everything that has a beginning has an ending. Make your peace with that and all will be well. I have had a very rough past few years with struggles, drugs, crime, and people and have known for a while that a lot around me and inside me has drastically needed to change! I just got hired onto a nanny... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

New Beginning

There is a part of me that feels I am different from everyone else. Maybe you look at me and think: gee, what a nothing girl. Maybe I allow my imagination to sometimes run away. The world makes you believe your personality mustn't be detected, your face must be picture perfect and wear clothes just... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Alone I cry

I have made so many mistakes in my life and only hurt those who have ever cared about me. I try to move forward and take one day at a time, but emptiness and hatred fill my veins. Everyone I have ever been there for and who says they love me betray me as well. My own brother doesn't even wanna talk... Sign in to see full entry.

healing plan:

1. choose to forgive 2. release those who hurt us by forgiving them. 3. pray for our enemies 4. bless those who have hurt us 5. believe that God is healing our emotions 6. wait Result: In praying, listen to your heart, be open. And when you have made your mind still, then the words of your mouth... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Pain and Love

If a shadow's come for you and you find it hard to forget, I need to let you know, there's something bigger you'll regret. It's the pain of the burden, of facing the shadow alone. If you don't let it out, the pain your shadow will own. So, at the end of my life, my advice is let your pain out, look... Sign in to see full entry.

Headlines (What is this?)