Thinking through Life

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Saturday, September 6, 2008

Like clockwork

Why do ppl always want what they cant have? When you had me you didn't want me...i felt rejected most of the time and now you want me again...only half of me BUT you want me. I got a text from my ex late last night, i managed to reply this morning. He was lonely no doubt and wanted attention. He's... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Some people are born in pairs

Natalie can’t be good at singing because Louise is. T Louise can’t be good at netball because Natalie is. W The door is left open but it feels better closed. I Salt comes with Pepper but I prefer Pepper. N I don’t know what cold is until I experience Hot. S But I know what is right and what is not.... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Sometimes i want to be ignorant and experience the BLISS.

I'm in a room four walls. No door. Plain and filled with people. Squashed in tight. My eye lids are heavy and beads of sweat are forming on my brow. There are no mirrors but in those droplets i imagine little images of the people in the room. The images change, flash into one person then the next.... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

What a difference a day makes...

Most the time before doing it is better to find out the full story. My ex called me...... I cant actually believe i was ever contemplating it! He is a wimp, a lost boy bordering on loser. Who has soooooooooooo much to learn its actually painful to watch. My life at the moment isn't made up from... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, August 22, 2008

LETS IMAGINE YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM

Smooth Tasty Rich Creamy Cooling Completely satisfying One scoop just isn't enough! Do you want a cone?...No way that spoils the taste and adds a crunch. I want it to slide gracefully down my throat. Give me a bowl! I lower my head to the dish, smelling it sweet flavours. The tip of my nose rests in... Sign in to see full entry.

The cheetah

I don't believe in cheating. I would hate to be cheated on so therefore would hate to aid someone on cheating on someone else. BUT should i really care? It's not my problem right? I'm not the one cheating. i'm the innocent party. I'm free and single. I have no commitments. BUT my judgement tells me... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Never say Never

An empty cyclinder, drained, pushed, tugged and pulled. Stretched out of shape. Re-designed, adapted. Tired, heavy eye lids. Protected by a shell. No cracks. Surrounded by walls, built up by protective illusions. Who's underneath the shell and is there room? Stretched to protect, adapted to ensure... Sign in to see full entry.

Common Courtsey

When i contact you i expect to be contacted back. if you dont do this then i will lose respect for you, very quickly because you obviously dont regard me that highly. When you say you will contact me i expect for you to do as you say 'to be a man of your word'. If your not a man of your word then i... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Tick Tick Tick Tick Ticking lay a little Tick for me...

I enter the room...At first i hear nothing but i know i'm surrounded BUT the room still feels empty. How can something be empty but full? My eyes adjust to the darkness and i begin to see the rows of people all the same but yet different. All empty. I walk the rows searching for a glimmer of hope.... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Role Reversal

I'm 23 my mum was an alcoholic and i have seen her in every state imaginable. i have lost complete respect for her and i dont believe that once you become a parent you should behave in the way she has, no matter what the circumstances. Yes, she is a human being and people make mistakes BUT chlidren... Sign in to see full entry.

About this Blog

My head is like a galaxy of shooting stars each star contains a different thought. To try and organise these thoughts would be impossible instead they are free to come and go as they please. There are no limits, no right and wrongs, only thoughts. Please think freely. All thoughts are welcome.