From Damn Near Hell To Almost Paradise

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

More Good News

OK so my earlier blog has you all thinking I am insane but I know my husband and I know how he can be, I also know he tends to look at things a few days later and pull his head out of his butt. I got an email from a site I had written for briefly before their funding ran out. I was offered a... Sign in to see full entry.

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Prayers Answered And Some Good News

First and foremost, the situation with Carl and court went well. Second, we are discussing a reconciliation. At this point, Carl is still hurt and angry and has thrown some things in there that he expects of me, that go beyond my realm of rational and reasonable, i also believe that he will calm... Sign in to see full entry.

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Giving your wishes life

I am going to make what I call an intention board. It is something I got from The Secret. I am going to cut pictures out from magazines, include pictures of Carl and Pam and I am going to hang it where I can see it many times a day. I will find the house I want us to live in, the car(s) for us to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Please keep Carl in your prayers troday

Just a reminder, Carl has to deal with the court and his ex today. Please pray that all goes well for him. Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 19, 2007

Taking A Break

I've been working all day today and my eyes are starting to cross. We discovered a minor glitch today but it's nothing that is not easily taken care of. I am starting to see things improve as I start to believe that things will get better. Little things are happening that give me hope and tell me... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

Carl Called Me!!!

OK so it didn't go exactly as I had hoped, but he heard me out and for me that is a good start. There is still a good deal of anger there but he could not tell me that he didn't love me and with that I have something to work with. I sent him a letter this week, which he got and while he claimed he... Sign in to see full entry.

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I Feel Good!!!

I keep hearing that song in my head and it fits today. I am taking a short break from work to just tell you all how good I am feeling today. The more I work on creating positive energy the better I feel. My project is coming along wonderfully, I can't believe it's almost done. While I will be happy... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, March 17, 2007

Alone Time

I really like Kristin. We get along very well and we both realize that the other likes quiet time but this house is VERY small as in about 800 sq. feet. Kristin is going out for St. Patty's Day tonight and I am staying home alone and taking some quiet time for me. I love my alone time and I really... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, March 16, 2007

Are You Sabotaging Yourself?

I have been doing some thinking about my part in all that has occured between Carl and I and the truth is, I have been a very large part of the problem. All of my life I have expected the people I care about to leave me and Carl wasn't any different. I have spent the past 11 years expecting that he... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Good Day!!!!

Everything abuot this day has gone well!!! First: Kristin's mom is letting me use her car until I get mine fixed (I died on the side of the freeway the other day and have been without a car since). Second: Kristin's mom has found a way that as long as my insurance does what it should, I won't have... Sign in to see full entry.

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