Catherine's Loss

When I woke up the next morning, I felt like last night had been a dream. I looked over in the bed next to me and Jonathan was sleeping. Nope not a dream, good! I looked at the clock on his nightstand and it said three-thirty in the morning. I got up without waking Jonathan and took a shower. I... Sign in to see full entry.

We headed back to my dorm. I was a little nervous that Natalie and Emma would still be up. When I opened the door they were sitting on the couch. They looked at me surprised. "Hey guys," I said. "This is Jonathan, Jonathan this is Emma and Natalie my roommates and my best friends." Natalie started... Sign in to see full entry.

"I am going to be honest with you. I don't think you are being pushy. I am feeling the same way about you. I can't get you out of my head either. It's scary and exciting all at the same time and I don't want it to end." I wonder if he can tell that my palms are sweaty? He smiled at me and leaned... Sign in to see full entry.

I met him out front at the same spot as this morning. He was wearing jeans this time and a burgundy shirt. He still looked just as cute. "Hey there!" he said. "Don't you look pretty!" "Thanks!" I said. "It's just something old that I threw on." Which wasn't the truth, I had gone into Emma's closet... Sign in to see full entry.

When I got back to the dorm after meeting with Jonathan, Emma and Natalie were waiting for me. I had to smile at the looks on their faces. "Thanks for the note Cat. We brought breakfast back for you, but I guess you already ate," Natalie said smugly. "Yeah I've already eaten. Jonathan called after I... Sign in to see full entry.

When I woke up I was still tired. I haven't stayed up that late in awhile. I looked at the clock and it was only nine-thirty in the morning. I looked around and there was no sign of Natalie or Emma. Maybe they went out for breakfast or something. I wonder how come they didn't wake me. I was almost... Sign in to see full entry.

As I was heading to the commons I saw Grant. Grant was a guy that I went out with a couple of times but he didn't call anymore after our second date. He was nice enough but in a way I was glad that he hadn't called. We didn't really seem to have anything in common and he wanted to get out of... Sign in to see full entry.

April 1994 Natalie and Emma were headed out to their next class. I still had another hour and a half before my Psychology class. I dug out my old hoodie and running shoes, put on a pair of shorts and a tank top and decided to go running. I love to run it helps me clear my head. I grabbed my keys and... Sign in to see full entry.

January 2009 It was a warm day in January way too warm for the winter season. I am standing on my deck looking out at the backyard. I can't believe that today is even happening. I just keep thinking that all of this has to be some sort of mistake. Maybe if I just go back to sleep, when I awake... Sign in to see full entry.