Six Generations of First Born Women for Saturday, October 20, 2007

As my relationship with Bill improved it seems that it has had a negative impact on RG. Many factors converging on him at this moment have drastically altered his feelings for me. He is contained, repressed, wound up tight. Nothing flows out of him towards me. Last night was awful. Neither of us... Sign in to see full entry.

Not giving enough credit. I got caught again. Low expectations of Bill. When will I learn? I continue to be stupid. Last night we have a date. He's to meet me at the hospital. I know I must risk something to make the relationship tolerable for me again. I have avoided seeing him. He knows I have... Sign in to see full entry.