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It is quite a tapestry of realization too! sam
posted by
sam444
on January 19, 2009 at 8:55 AM
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Re: Re: Re: I get it!
Hey! Are we in the same story or what? Let's face it, we were not foolish or vulnerable. We were courageous and real and some men either can't handle it or had a different agenda. Either way when the storm was over I realized that it was and will always be his loss. My two best friends told me that when dogs stray, they always come back. For months I didn't believe them and then one day he shows up trying his best but it was too late. Too much time had passed because I knew that time was my only healer. I wanted to be with him but I knew that if I did the result would be the same and I refused to relive that pain. One day when you least expect, he'll show up. Some way, somehow, for whatever reason and you might have to make a decision. In the meantime, stand in your own power and in your own truth. Also, if you need a friend in the spirit, you can call on me.
P.S. Your flow is very smooth and creative. Please don't let nothing stand in the way of you being you. You're a beautiful person and don't forget it! 
posted by
porcelaingoddess1
on January 18, 2009 at 11:58 PM
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Hey
Thanks for dropping by! Seems like we are go going through the same thing. Hang in there sister.
posted by
zuraffo
on January 18, 2009 at 9:42 PM
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Re: Re: I get it!
Dang, sounds sooooo familiar. I, too, am angry with myself for letting this happen to me. I wasn't looking for it, didn't even think it was possible, didn't even believe in this kind of love. Guess I was vulnerable. I am just getting to a place of writing about some of it, but doesn't seem to flow smoothly. Funny thing about the hurt deal. I think I mourn him more than I ever mourned the loss of my 20 year marriage.
posted by
flappergirl
on January 18, 2009 at 6:10 PM
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Re: I get it!
Yes! I fell in, on and all over in love with this person. I exhausted myself. So funny because it was more painful while in the relationship than after leaving. The pain turned to anger at myself more than him. But little did he know, the feelings of love he tapped into enabled me to privately and now openly write about them without shame because I'm not the only one. Thank you so much for sharing and reading. I'll be posting a few more that you might be interested in. Again, thank you.
posted by
porcelaingoddess1
on January 18, 2009 at 4:17 PM
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Re: I get it!
I don't hate the poem... I hate that I can relate so well.
posted by
flappergirl
on January 18, 2009 at 3:36 PM
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I get it!
I hate it, but yes I get it. Thanks for looking at my post and directing me to yours. Perhaps we can find comfort in knowing there is someone else out there going through the same thing. I assume this is the one with who you fell in love?
posted by
flappergirl
on January 18, 2009 at 3:35 PM
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