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CharlieMine That is a cool example of an excellent grounding
device...One day I may have a dog or 2 or 7 lol...I wuv little animals

posted by mysteria on June 23, 2008 at 8:36 PM | link to this | reply

I knew someone else
who suffered from this; she had a dog, similar to a seeing-eye dog, that went everywhere with her and acted as her touch-stone to bring her back to herself.

posted by CharlieMine on June 23, 2008 at 6:58 PM | link to this | reply

Re: Must be in the stars...and the many moons too

posted by mysteria on June 22, 2008 at 1:32 PM | link to this | reply

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Sometimes I feel nevermore alive than when I experience

being separate from that which draws me

so sweet and torturously

from the heart of my center

..."if I had to do the same again I would my friend, Fernando."

posted by mysteria on June 22, 2008 at 1:32 PM | link to this | reply

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...say 'meow' to moondrop for me moon

posted by magic_moon on June 21, 2008 at 4:40 AM | link to this | reply

Must be in the stars...
strange that we are both having the same type of feelings tonight.  We must have the same biorythm.  Thanks for reading my blog which brought me to years.   Casper

posted by caspertoo on June 21, 2008 at 12:20 AM | link to this | reply

Re: Dark_Moon
I know....it is all good nice moon so nice to me. I just get a little tired sometimes and when I do it helps when I write it out to get it off of my mind.  The dissociating is an exhausting undertaking.  I feel a bit like what an epileptic might feel after a seizure, you know wrung out.  It is very much like a seizure of sorts

Oh!  did you know that I love the moon and i have many charms to it and my cat is named moondrop? :D



posted by mysteria on June 20, 2008 at 11:15 PM | link to this | reply

...okay...it's all good...repeat...it's all good...look at it this way...the time behind the eyes is very very short when compared with the dissociative state...so...in terms of the duration alone....one might say that the dissociative state is the 'reality' and the non-dissociative state is the illusion...just a thought...something to ponder...it's all good lovely mysteria...it's all good...and you are so very incredibly beautiful to 'god'...moon

posted by magic_moon on June 20, 2008 at 11:00 PM | link to this | reply