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posted by
ILLUMINATI8
on July 15, 2007 at 8:05 PM
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D-
How did I become so blessed as to gain a friend such as you, I wonder? I have an open prayer line to God these days, and He has led light bright souls such as yourself to help me when I stumble or even stagger. My heavenly brother, Lord Jesus, guides the way.
It is the wee small hours of the morning; my J occupies the center of our aerobed and my floating kneecap is causing me too much pain to sleep anyway. We fly home today to celebrate with family and friends my baby boy's 24th birthday. The sky brightens early this month. Ah, I am anxious to sleep in my own bed again.
Shalom - Carole
LCM 
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on July 12, 2007 at 2:15 AM
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LadyC nothing will give me more pleasure than seeing U&J happy againThen we
can plan for the AT hike with Betty/Taps and Irish3 and anyone else. But until I am ready I will not advertise too much. Menawhile I found some loving magic to help us with our hopes and dreams. (Don't EVER omit prayer all the same, OK!) shalom--goodnight/goodmornign in a new heaven and a new earth--Neil
posted by
ILLUMINATI8
on July 11, 2007 at 10:17 PM
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D-
Jay and I DID as you advised. He advised me of the same thing (see how I pick men who are wise?) He said something like, "It's over and just go on from there without calling him anything; it means you have given away a part of yourself and you are not that kind of woman." Gee, that sounded so Neil! I can say I have done that, with no more tears and final acceptance.
I am glad you got my postcard. I've got three months to get myself in shape for a big cruise. I've got to get into physical shape to be able to hike the AT!! I hope you will be able to stay here, too!
Thanks for your care and prayer.
LCM
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on July 11, 2007 at 7:49 PM
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My dear LCM...got your postcard.Glad U&J r enjoying old Clam Bake in Maine
With the matter concerning mike, I truly hope and believe this will help:
1. Say nothing evil or filthy about him. That shows you are emotionally tied to him and his trashing you. Be as big-hearted as u have been with me and other bloggers. Forgive him & this may be done with REAL prayer...you may weep while praying to the Loving Jesus who gave HIS blood, body, life for our mistakes ... perhaps U and J can pray about him together. ASK Jesus to wash him out of your lives (Otherwise it seems u want to cling to this frogprince)
2. About the hking of the AT, let me get back to you and Betty in September,w hen I will either say I will go the South Africa next summer, OR (I truly pray) I will be here and do the AT with u J and Betty...amybe even Irish3 will join us. shalom
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posted by
ILLUMINATI8
on July 11, 2007 at 12:09 PM
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Dearest D-
Thank you for your steadfast support and understanding. I love the latest flowers!! I do have some slippage and I think this vacay is going to be a good cleansing for me and bringing me closer to my Jay. HAHA to "flush flush flush"!! That implies what Mike is made up of..... I have to consider him a waste product and a waste of my time. I don't know what "grief step" anger is or if the steps have to come in any order. I've been stuck here for a while now -- I guess you could say "constipated" on the subject of his new awakening at my expense. Good friends and love ARE mending this tattered being and I
am slowly regaining my power.
Blessings and love,
LCM 
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on July 5, 2007 at 8:41 PM
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You are still hurting my darling friend-sit w/ Jay for a 2 minute funeral
for this "love-affair" otherwise if you keep giving it life, it will control you. You cannot allow Mike so much power, control and respect. Wash him out of hair and body in the bathroom and flush, flush, flush. Your LOVE and heart will not be thrown in the drain...U are better
posted by
ILLUMINATI8
on July 5, 2007 at 4:15 PM
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