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Friday, June 12, 2009

"Waiting Up" (the Conclusion)

Part II. “Waiting Up” She’s all right. It was almost midnight when I heard her voice, much to my relief. I had stopped “blogging” about it and picked up my cellphone. I hit the speed dial for Steph, 3#. This time the call went through to her cell. She explained how there were only two at her store “to close” that night and it took them until 11:30 to ready to store for opening the next morning at eight o’clock. She sounded exhausted. I was glad to hear she didn’t have to get up “to open” the... Sign in to see full entry.

"Waiting Up"

Part I: “Waiting Up” It was 11:50 p.m. and I had checked the clock on top of my computer desk nervously every few minutes since my daughter’s fiancé, Sean, had called at 11:10 to tell her goodnight before he turned in for the night. Steph had “to close” that night. That meant she should have left her store at the mall around 10:00 putting her home at usually no later than 11:00. When the call came from his house, I assumed it was Steph calling to tell me she’d stopped by to see Sean first.... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Another of my heart whispers

To the one who said this to me: You know that I would never believe it, not from you. You have not the courage to tell me this lie face to face. I hereby issue you the challenge to prove you are not a coward and come to me again, to say to my face I am not your weakness, your true love throughout the ages. Let the Goddess judge how much you've grown in your environment or how much you've slipped not being in mine. I saw with my own eyes, on more than one occasion, your heart falling out of your... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

But I said yes.

Caroline, I SEE you. What will be your answer? I whispered yes. yess. yessssss. you left me. standing there, with yes still drying on my lips. Smaller and smaller you became until I could see you no longer. The indelible taste of yes burned forever onto my lips. Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009


If you see failure as a monster stalking you, or one that has already ruined your life, take another look. That monster can become a benevolent teacher, opening your mind to successes you cannot now imagine. ~Martha Beck~ Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, April 6, 2009


"Under my lover's gaze and in his or her arms I feel myself change, open, flower. In this new territory I am free to create myself again." —Rebecca Leventhal Walker The fantasy: Love's a river of bliss. The reality: Love is missteps, silences, and how-could-yous. The two of you will not always swing blissfully on the same vine. Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Make Us As One

In the name of the Divine, I now call to my Higher Self to bring to me my twin flame for the sealing our hearts of one. I invoke the light of spirit to eliminate the karma that divides us. Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009


drying up. no love. resentment. hollow without love. silence deafening. death. sere. Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, March 27, 2009

My Dream Man

I experienced this once, everything. And it was MAG-ic. It was too good to last. And he is gone -- again -- forever. It was his choice to crumble like a house of cards, believing others and doubting his heart. But I experienced his devotion for a few months of my life. Now he's left me to suffer his silence. It is deafening. Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

The Sound of Silence

The power of silence works. A friend recently asked me what should be done when being harassed on line, at home, etc. I told my friend to impose the MAG-ic man's stubborn system of "no contact" for the rest of his days. He learned how to do it, step by step, from the marriage counselor and the books she had him read. Guess what? I had read the same books and recognized the ver batim wording and methodology. (In case you don't know who the MAG-ic man was in my life, it was the reason I started... Sign in to see full entry.

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