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Thank you, Marie Claire!
I agree with you! I told him I would not deny God, not even for him! He was the delusion; I should never have believed in or trusted him. He did this to me and 1972 and in 1976 and now in 2006. I should have let history guide me. I told myself we were adults this time and KNEW what choices we were making, then I get this, "I've come to my senses. I am no longer delusional," kind of rhetoric. You are so right. I will never lose my head like this again, for sure! Thanks, Marieclaire!
Cee 
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on October 22, 2006 at 9:00 AM
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Just saying Hi.
when a man questions your sanity, it is time to question his... been there done that. Never doubt yourself, trust your instincts, such men are so devious they will have you questions your very sanity the ultimate way to dominate someone. Once they cloud your judgment, your eyes smarting with smoke and tears, they have got you. You are smarter than this.
posted by
marieclaire66
on October 21, 2006 at 7:36 PM
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Troosha-
It certainly rings true in this case. I was hanging onto nothing. It takes two to keep a fire going. I was the one who had to douse it but good for us both. It saddens me that one who swore such allegiance and felt such glory under God now believes it's MY delusion and I just sucked him into it. Call me Joan of Arc, but God commands me. HE is no delusion.
Thanks for stopping by!
Cee Marie
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on October 20, 2006 at 7:01 AM
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cee
As you said... isn't this what your secretly, inwardly wanted anyway? Sometimes there are self serving reasons why we want people to hang on but those reasons serve no purpose in the grand scheme of things. Forgive me if I have spoken out of turn. I speak, however, from personal experience. Lift and be lifted.
posted by
Troosha
on October 20, 2006 at 12:47 AM
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Hi YP -
Oh, thank you so much for your pearls of wisdom. Mike did sting me just a little, but I AM hanging on to the pearls (the pig)
. I told him I would never deny God, not even for him. I thought of you, Neil, in that I will only be posting about the future, not the past, and my heart can once again be 100% Jay's. You've been so supportive of Jay and me. Thanks for the cattails, too! Hugs back!
Namaste!
Neil
LadyCee
posted by
LadyCeeMarie
on October 19, 2006 at 4:10 PM
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Sometimes men are scared away by "needy" women. Sad that we must hide
some of how we feel...otherwise we will be taken for granted. To many, the chase is more important than the actual interaction. They see you as an "object" a challenge or quarry, not a human person with real feelings and need for love. Shame on him...stick to your decision. Don't throw pearls at swine, according to the Bible.
shalom and hugs from neil
posted by
ILLUMINATI8
on October 19, 2006 at 3:46 PM
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